Epigraph
0| Prologue
1| Her First Love
2| Proposal
3| Grand Wedding
4| My Wedding Life
5| His First Love
6| They Don't Really Hate Each Other
7| He Wants To Do What
8| Pretending To Love Him Was Not That Hard
9| Road To Love
10| Too Close For Comfort
11| His Cute Nurse
12| He Is A Big Tease
13| He Cares Now When He Knows I Can't?
14| Silent Rejection Hurts Even More
15| My Little Dreams
16| His Feelings Are So Confusing
17| His Friendship Is All I Have
18| He Loves Cuddling?
19| I Can Never Dress Like A Girl
20| I Am What?
21| Embarassing And Awkward Situations
22| Date Plan Gone To Hell
23| Compromising Situations
24| Hot Arguments And Cool Answers
25| Some Wise Decisions
26| Jealous Arguments And Broken Hearts
27| When Fake Turned Into Something Much More Real
28| Dangerous Game
29| Heart Want What It Wants
30| Was Loving You A Better Idea
31| Reasons We Are Far Apart
32| Your Name
33| Hurt And Confort
34| Most Natural Thing To Do
35| Unexpected Encounters
36| Don't Move
37| You Think I'm A Man?
38| Old Friends Reunion
39| Mission Mia
40| I Hate You!
41| His Passion And Desire
42| Do You Love Me?
43| Some Old Secrets
44| Some Shocking Revealations
45| Dangerous Territory
46| Crazy Confessions
47| Love The One Who Loves You Back
48| You Can't Just Fall Out Of Love
49| You Can't Run Away From Your Past
50| It's Not Easy To Love Someone...Back
45| Dangerous Territory
Emily's Pov:

Oh dear, this so wasn't happening!

No, never!

What to do?

Should I strangle him!?

Oh hell no!

Eric is my friend and like a brother to me!!

But he was a villain to Lisa!

But still, if only you could cut him to half and throw him to gutter-

"Shut Up!" I shouted to myself!

I paced worriedly in my room, wondering what to do while all in the house were fast asleep like bull and goats.

Eric greeted us friendly, hugging me and Edward like old times, and though we talked a lot, of ancient rules and all, I couldn't help but feel anxious seeing the clock on the wall, as it ticked one by one second.

In my haste, I started to chew my nails, tapping my foot on floor worriedly.

Lisa wasn't picking up her phone, no matter how many times I dialed her number and at times like this, I felt like if only I had these wings of parrot then I could just fly over to her home, telling her not to come tomorrow.

Or if I were a dragon, I could blow her whole house away with just my one firy breath!

Yes! That would have been cool!

It would have been much better if I were a dragon!

But if I go now, Edward would surely drag my anxious fat butt out of her house in no minute.

I clutched my skull, gripping my brown curls and pulled them in frustration.

"What to do!? What should I do!?"

I glanced towards my bed, which was empty, and I still didn't understand why the hell would Rose go outside at this time of hour. She told me she had to take care of something and asked me not to ask further but I couldn't help but get worried so I asked Michael to go with her.

At first he was unwilling, sliding his excuse of guarding my house but I told him specifically that he didn't need to worry cause unless we won't get attacked by rifles, bombs and bullets, there is no need for him to provide us unrequired safety anymore.

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"I am borrowing your car, Emily?"

I was lost in my own worries, "Oh yes, go on! Take it!"

Rose nodded and opened the door.

"Wait, tell me something first!?"

She cocked her head to the side, getting clearly frustrated. "What!?"

"Do you even know how to drive?"

She thought for sometime, pouting her lips in un-rosy manner.

"Well..hmm.. No! I don't!"

"What-"

"But there is always first time for everything!"

"Woah! Rose? Are you sure you packed all of your things properly in New York, before coming here?!"

"Yes! Of course!"

"Well then you forgot the most important thing to bring here, you idiot!"

"What, my brain!?"

"No, your common sense, you rotten smelling ginger thrown aside in a blasted refrigerator!"

She stood as calm and composed as ever, stretching her arms and yawning casually at me.

"If all your motherly affection had flown into gutter already then I must get going fast! Take care, Emily!"

"No! You're not going alone! Michael!"

In a minute, heavy footsteps approached me. Michael came running fast, opening the door quickly and pushing aside Rose roughly to stand in front of me, his posture erect as a cactus growing proudly on the pot of my bedroom window.

"Yes! Mrs Emily, how can I help you?"

I waved my hand towards Rose without saying a word and Michael stiffened instantly, not daring to even look at Rose. "Go with her!"

Michael didn't respond for minutes, while Rose grew more annoyed by each passing second.

"Well then now we know your innocent little owl isn't joining me in my wild adventure, I must get going-" Rose attempted to leave.

"No! Michael go with her!"

"But mam-"

"She doesn't even know how to drive properly, she would end up hurting herself before drowning her feminine pride to ask you for help, Michael!"

Michael stared at the floor, lost in his own dilemma of helping his sir's friend or staying away from that dangerous Mafia who he thinks Rose is!

Rose didn't respond or even look at me. Picking up her gun and pushing it inside her jeans, she smiled mildly at me before opening a door to walk out.

"Don't wait for me, Emily!", She waved her hand behind, walking to the front door.

I heard Michael take a sharp intake of breath. "Hell, fuck me now!"

Immediately he ran after her, climbing down the stairs quickly, calling her name frantically behind her.

"Rose! Rose!"

Rose!? Oh wow! Where the hell does he learn to have this much courage to neglect "Mam" from her violent name now!? She wouldn't peel his tongue now, would she!?

I ran after him, curious to see what would happen after, my feet moving like a cat after a fat mouse.

"Rose, wait! Rose!"

Michael opened the front door while I just stood at the door, hiding behind it a little to peek at him.

Rose continued walking, folding her arms around her chest, her beautiful hair flowing slowly with the light breeze, while she stared at the space, humming sweetly to herself.

"Rose! Wai-"

Suddenly, she turned around to look at him. "Rose!?", she asked, raising her eyebrows at Michael.

Michael stopped in front of her, huffing slightly but when he raised his head, he looked slightly hazed by her mysterious beauty, his lips opened slightly only to close again, his words lost in his throat.

When he didn't respond, Rose turned around to resume walking to my car.

Shaking his head a little, Michael again ran after her and caught her wrist this time.

Immediately, she turned around to fight and tried to twist his hands in return but he was fast in his deal. He took hold of both of her wrists, gently twisting them around and when she raised her leg to kick him, he dodged it smoothly.

After minutes of struggle, Rose looked annoyed at Michael, gritting her teeth and glaring at him hotly while he took his time, staring at her angry face, still clutching her hands tightly in his grip.

For a minute, I thought Rose was also lost in a moment by the way she stopped struggling to look at him, blinking once and twice, her hands now gripping his fingers lightly, while there still lay a respectable distance between them.

But my doubts were solved quickly when out of nowhere, Rose raised her other leg and kicked Michael hard on his knees. Michael staggered back in pain, staring at her in confusion

"Don't touch me!" Rose yelled, suddenly feeling disgusted by his touch and started to dust her wrists and arms frantically.

"But Rose I was-"

"Rose!?" Rose took a deep breath to calm her nerves.

"Rose... Mam!?" Michael stuttered while I just wondered, staring at my Rose that how the hell did she change so much in these past years!?

When and why did she become so hostile!?

She was so fragile as a flower but at the same time, so friendly and caring towards the people she loved and cared!

Didn't she think of me as a friend anymore, I am ready to listen to anything she had to tell me about her!

What happened in those years while she was in New York!?

And now that I think about it, I didn't actually know anything about Rose!

And you call her your friend right? Some great friend you are! My inner self lectured me.

"Let me take you wherever-"

Rose raised her hand,"No! I'll go by myself!"

"But... But you don't even know how to drive!"

"I know how to drive Ok! Do you think I am capable of shooting at you but I can't drive some stupid car!?"

"You didn't shoot me-"

Quickly, Rose pulled out her gun and pointed at Michael in a swift motion, raising her eyebrows,"Then, should I do it now!?"

Michael gaped at her, wide eyed but his eyes showed a clear emotion of hurt and betrayal.

Pressing my lips in a thin line, I ran towards her, trying to stop her.

"Rose! Stop! He was just trying to help you, dear!"

"You stay out of this, Emily! He, this insolent peace of crap dared to touch me! Me!? Wait a second and I'll end this little animosity between us right here, right now! Then we can all rest and live in peace!"

Rest in peace? Or Live in peace?!

Would she kill him or let him live!?

"What the hell is wrong with you, Rose!? What had happened to you!?"

In haste, I threw my arms around her and hugged her tightly, emgulfing her in my bosom.

"I want my old Rose back! I miss her so much!" I whispered while hugging her firmly.

Rose put her gun down, raising her hands to touch me and just when I thought she was going to hug me back, her arms gripped my shoulders and pushed me away, gently though.

"I don't know what you are talking about! I'm going now and don't you dare to come after me!" She warned Michael before starting her car and driving furiously to only Rose knows where!

I stood still for a moment, still contemplating what to say to our inncoennt bodyguard when I saw him runing his smooth fingers in his hair, in frustration, before he kicked a pebble on the grass.

"Michael, Listen, you must know Rose was never like this before-"

"I know. I know everything! It would be a great favour to me if you can tell Sir that I won't be available tonight!Now if you must excuse me!"

Without waiting for my reply, Michael ran fast, opened the door of his own car, plopping under it quickly and started the car to go straight into the direction of Rose's car while I just stared at his car disappearing in between the streets.

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I was still busy in eating my nails and when I realised I was out of spare nails in my right hand, I stuffed my left hand in my mouth, chewing nails of my fingers in frustration.

"Oh god! What should I do?!"

Immediately, an idea popped to my ancient rotten head and a clear smile of relief made way in my potato-face!

"Yes! I can do that!"

I glanced down at my phone, looking down at the time and realised I still have half and hour left till it clicks five in the morning.

Well, a relaxing bath could always work at these times.!

Time would fly while I would busy myself taking a light nap in my wide hot bathtub!

Popping buttons of my shirt open, I slid it down my toes before sliding my jeans down with it. Unclasping my bra, I let it fall on the floor and walked down to the laundry table to stuff all of it in a washroom.

I was glad that after our little mistake in our bedroom on my date night, Edward and I came to a conclusion to sleep alone. He decided to sleep on other room but I told him I could sleep with Rose while talking to her all night and he could sleep in our bedroom. He complied to my decision, not questioning further as he himself knew it was for the best of both of us.

A light moan escaped my mouth just as warm water hit my cool flesh, hugging my curves tightly. I sunk further in the bathtub, spreading my arms on its side and leaning over it, my eyes closing on their own accord.

My phone alarm broke my little nap too soon and pouting in little grudge from the lack of my sleep, I stood up from the tub, water dripping from my body and now, cool air tingling my skin, producing goosebumps over it. I wrapped towel around my wet body, my hairs falling in wet curls around my shoulder.

Humming soundly to myself, I walked towards my closet, plugging earphones in my ears, playing loud songs to shoo away my sleep. In between, I started to dance around, gripping my towel, waving my hands and legs frantically in air.

"Mama, I am in love with a criminal! And this type of love isn't physical, it's rational! Oh yeah!" I plopped on my bed, jumping loudly on it, too much overcome with listening to good music after a long time!

"Whenever,wherever, we're meant to be together, I'll be there and you'll be near, and that's the deal my dear!"

Yeah! Shakira!

I jumped down from my bed, taking my hairbrush to sing along with the music before grabbing wiper from my washroom to dance with it!

So what, I found wiper more adequate dance partner than any human being!

Sorry, but maybe our views doesn't match! But you should also try wiper sometimes, a broom could also work well, if it isn't inhabited by nearby friendly cockroaches who wouldn't miss a chance to steal a little disco dance crawling proudly inside your clothes!

I clicked on Avril Lavigne's albums!

"Please wrap your drunken arms around me!And I'll let you call me yours tonight!" I touched my lips seductively and singing slowly in a sexy tone, I shook my head excitedly, my wet hairs sticking to my cheeks.

"When you turn off the liiiiights, I get stars in my eyes! Is this love!?
Maybe somedaaaaaay!"

"So don't turn on the lights! I'll give you what you like!"

Dancing in myself, I turned around, busying my hands in my closet to search for my undergarments, while my other hand gripped my loose towel.

Finding my black bra, I removed my earphones and put it over my desk before leaving my hands which were gripping my towel.

"What the- No! -Holy fucking shit!!"

My hands shook suddenly from the unexpected interruption. I bit my lips, closing my eyes in dilemma and I didn't want to turn around to look
at the intruder when I recognised very well the owner of that voice.

Gosh, I heard that same voice for twenty years now! I didn't need voice recognition system in my brain to recognise his deep masculine voice that could blow my senses away anytime and anywhere.

Not daring to look into his eyes that were now boring holes in my exposed skin, I paced my foot slowly step by step on the carpet, attempting to slip quietly to the washroom when my ankle stumbled against the table and I eeped in surprise, closing my eyes in surprise of sudden fall.

Pair of masculine arms wrapped around my shoulders, pulling me closer and I opened my eyes to stare at those ocean blue eyes I fell in love with a long time ago.

His eyes bored sweetly into mine, sending chills down my spine and my breath quickened in impulse. Dark blush adorned my already flushed cheeks, as my own hands went over my chest to clutch my towel tightly around my fingers.

Raising my free hand, I pressed my palm over his chest, slightly pushing him away in pure embarassment.

When Edward realised he was still holding me and staring into my eyes continously, he abruptly let me go and I stumbled a little before balancing myself to stand erect on the floor.

Edward scooted a little away from me, keeping a respected distance between us and coughed slightly, his eyes looking at anywhere but me. He slipped his hands into his pocket. His ears and neck were red and I could make out the light blush that was crawling lovingly in his face.

We stood like that, for maybe hours when it was just few minutes and I decided to collect my remaining courage to talk to him.

"Erm.. What are you doing here? In my room!?

"I.. heard loud ...sound coming from your room and thought that something happened! Michael wasn't picking up my calls so I thought I would go myself and check but when I opened the door I saw... well... you know what..you were busy in your earphones.... that's why you mustn't.... have heard my voice.....but I called you.. many times....I was just umm ...I was caught off guard and well.... hope you understand rest of it"

"I.. well... I wasn't feeling well you know that's why..." I trailed off, biting my lips to stop myself from kicking myself.

"I can see that clearly!"

I nodded and looked at his face but he turned around, avoiding my gaze.

"How much did.... you see then!?"

"Well I...didn't.....Nothing I haven't seen before, I guess!"Edward completed quickly.

My eyes widened in horror.

"That was many years ago when we used to take bath in your pool, Edward! Now... things are... different!"

"Of course! I can also see how much... your things ..changed in these years!"

"But still..how much..did... ." I trailed off as my eyes widened slowly to see an obvious bulge pressing against his night pants, the reason he wasn't willing to face me.

Oh god, this was embarrasing!

I hung my head low in embarrasment, swallowing the lump in my throat and looked up a little to see Edward still standing at the door, now turning his back at me.

"Why are you still here!?" I asked in confusion.

"I am guarding the door so that no man enters here so go and change fast! Go! I am not seeing anything!"

"No man? As in Eric?"

He nodded quickly before waving his hand at me, urging me to change fast.

I chuckled a little. "Edward, I can assure you Eric isn't interested in me that way! We're just friends!"

"But he is a big mature man, Emi!"

"Oh and you aren't, then!?"

He hesitated a bit, and for a second I thought he was going to turn around to answer me properly if he wasn't a man or not and..

Oh god, I can very well accept every explanation of his muscularity over my naked skin!

"Well....I am an exception for you, lily"

My heart fluttered beautifully at his words, those crazy butterflies danced hip-hop in my stomach, and I smiled genuinely at him, seeing pure honesty in his words.

Yes, he was right!

He had always been an excpetion in everything he had to do with my life!

Or with my body!

Or with both!

With pure happiness in my heart, I turned on my heels to change in my washroom, that clear grin of happiness not leaving my face for a second. I rinsed my wet hair with a fresh towel and tied my hairs in a simple bun.

When I came outside, Edward was peeping from the peephole, his eyes narrowed in a serious gesture to check if someone was coming.

I coughed deliberately and he turned around abruptly. A wave of relief passed his beautiful face just as he saw me dressed fully in a presentable clothes.

Nodding to himself, he walked towards me, his steps giving evidence of his tiring day. He stood in front of me, raising his hands to pat my head slowly, as if I had done the greatest deed in the world by wearing full clothes.

He rolled the sleeves of my shirt down my arms, buttoning it up my wrists like some Mom dolling up her child to prepare him for school before walking out of the room, not even looking back at me once.

When I looked at my phone, my eyes widened in horror to see it was already past seven now and I slumped my head down in complete disappointment.

I had planned to go to Lara's house early to inform her not to come today, and since Edward was asleep then, it would have been easier for me to slip out of house. But now Edward was wide awake, he would ask me thousands of questions before he would let me leave the house.

I dialed Lara's number again and still, she wasn't picking up. In frustration, I kicked my legs in the air, my mind in complete mess!

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I was cooking breakfast and watching the front door at the same time. It was almost eight in the morning and I was glad Lara hadn't come until now.

I wasn't willing to wake Eric up though he loved to go on morning walks. Edward had an important meeting today and so he was upstairs, getting ready for it.

Suddenly the doorbell rang and I jumped at my place, my heart leaped to my throat, glaring at the door in hope.

Please, let it not be Lara!

Please, let it be anyone but Lara!

While I was busy bribing God with my futile attempts, Miranda opened the door and I saw Lara coming towards me, smiling brightly at me.

"Hey Emily, good morning! How are you?!"

Immediately, I glanced towards Eric's room and for a moment, I was glad he wasn't awake yet.

"I am fine Lisa, Good morning.! But can't you come some other time! Edward has an important meeting today so he won't be able to talk with you right now!"

"That's great then! I'll be short in my sentences then!"

"No. Lisa, come some other time-"

"Please, Emily! Guilt of five years betraying both of you, is now crawling painfully in my heart! I can't wait any longer to end all my unwanted relationship with Edward-"

"I am totally fine, Lisa-"

"No, You're not Emily! Please! Don't be nervous!"

"But Lisa-"

"Don't worry a bit, dear! I won't tell him anything about your undying love for him all these years ! Let him discover it all by himself!"

"Listen Lisa-", Lisa grabbed my hands, and squeezed my knuckles gently, assuring me with her eyes.

"I'll be fine, Emily! Believe me! I couldn't get more at ease after clearing out everything with Edward!"

I could only nod at her words, still not able to tell her that Eric was here. Lara walked towards the stairs, turning her head a little to assure me once again.

Just then, door burst open with a jolt and Eric came out of his room, his eyes half drooping with sleep before he stretched out his arms and yawned widely. He waved at me in a friendly gesture.

"Good morning, Emil-"

All colour drained out of his face as soon as his eyes fell on Lara. He rubbed his eyes with his fingers, opening them again only to stagger back in complete astonishment and shock. "Lisa!?"

Oh damn, volcano is going to blow away my pious house right now!

Where is my wiper now!?

Lara stood erect in her posture, staring at Eric with her open mouth. Her hands gripped her phone and purse rightly, her fingers curling into fists. Her eyes itched with moisture, tears began pooling in them before a lone tear trickled down slowly on her face down her cheeks and she swallowed a lump in her throat, still staring incredulously at Eric.

"Lisa!? Is that you!?"

Lara turned abruptly on her heels, almost running towards the front door while Eric ran frantically after her, calling her name behind.

"Lisa! Wait! Listen to me, will you!?"

"She's not Lisa, Eric. She is Lara....my friend!" I yelled behind Eric while he was running behind Lara.

"Lisa! Lisa!"

Lara wiped her tears from her hands and continued to walk away, not caring to look behind at Eric.

Just then, I saw our bedroom door open and Edward came outside, busy in a call, shouting angrily at someone.

"No, I won't tolerate any amateurs again! Encouraging interprenauring is not my cup of tea! Prepare the seminar room quickly! Yes! Do it all over again and fire everyone who dared to mess up with those assisting schedules- no! Don't do that! I want everyone ready at their tables sharp by nine! I'm coming in an hour there!"

Oh my god! Why of all the time he had to come outside! Why!?

What to do?? He can't go outside and see Eric and Lara together! No! That would hurt him very much!

I searched each corner of the house to find any reason to stop him. My eyes fell on onions and quickly I chopped them into small pieces with my bare hands and rubbed those hands over my eyes.

Tears started to flow from my eyes and I rubbed and sniffed my nose, making it turn red.

After that, I ran towards Edward and stood proudly in front of him, fiddling with my fingers, trying to look as desperate and miserable as possible.

Ending his call, Edward looked at me in mild shock and pure worry while I pretended to wipe fake tears from my eyes.

Should I try to rinse my shirt full of fake tears, in front of him!?

"Emi!? What the hell happened to you!?"

"Edward, I....", I broke into fake sobs suddenly, hugging him tightly.

"What happened!? Tell me!?"

Damn, I never thought of a reason though!

"Well, I... I... you know...I"

"Yes!? Tell me!" Edward cupped my chin, making me look up at him.

"I... actually",My eyes fell on a pot, window, shoes, carpet and a mouse painting on the wall, trying to think of a reason.

"Tell me?? What happened!? Are you hurt!? Are you ill!? Do you want me to call a doctor!?" He asked, checking the temperature of my forehead, and checking my limbs upside down.

"I... killed a..ma... mo.... mouse"

Edward let go of me, to stare at me in confusion.

"I killed a bloody mouse, Edward! You know I fell over that poor little brown creature when I was trying to-"

"Oh god, I thought something bad-let's just have your mouse talk when I return later, but not now! I have to get fast there!"

"But-"

"Later, Emily!"

I glanced towards the window and my eyes narrowed in worry to see Eric talking to Lara about something.

I tried to think of something when suddenly I couldn't believe I could also think something like that.

Finding my purse quickly, I ducked my hand under it and pulled out something precious which distracted Edward earlier.

Rogue!

Applying it carefully on my lips, I adjusted my bun to walk seductively towards him, swaying my hip from side to side.

"Edward" I called his name, as slow and sensually as possible.

He stopped in annoyance, turning around to look at me.

"What now, Emily!? You kn-"

I grabbed his shoulders tightly and pressed him hard against the wall, pressing myself further against him.

"What the-"

I coudn't let him turn around 'cause a slight tilt of head could easily show to even blind of the blind eyes that Eric was talking with Lara and I couldn't let Edward know any of it that all this time, Lara had a daughter with Eric while Edward was madly in love with her.

Edward tried to look behind, too confused to see me staring behind him but I cupped his full cheeks, turning his face around in my direction.

"Look at me! Eddie darling!"

His eyes widened slightly. "Darling!?"

"Hmm" I tried to play with his nectie, adjusting his collar, feeling him staring at me.

"Emi, could you please scoot over a little!? I am getting late!"

He tried to push me away but I pressed myself against him hard, further. Our chests were pressed hard over each other now, and I could feel his heartbeat racing with this physical contact.

"Oh yeah!? I should go away!?"

He nodded fast. "Yes! It's an important meeting!"

I nodded my head and then to his surprise and to my own surprise, I put my hands around his neck and opened my mouth to brush my lips lightly over his, my tongue touching his lips, purely by accident though.

I opened my eyes to see him blinking once at me. His eyes looked at me in confusion, our noses touching each other at tip.

I glanced towards the window and found that Lara wasn't there anymore, and neither was Eric.

Removing my arms around him, I sighed in relief to see it was now a safe zone for him to walk out.

"That'll be enough for now" I whispered to myself and as I was trying to entangle myself from him, Edward wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me closer and staring straight into my eyes, his eyes now a dark shade of blue.

"Are you kidding me!?" He whispered to me before pressing his open mouth hotly over mine and kissing me fervently. He buried his fingers into my hairs, his lips moving over mine hard before sucking on my lower lip, licking it with his tongue, and biting on it.

He swirled me around fast and now I was pressed against the wall, with Edward pressed hard over me. His hands cupped my chin, grazing the pads of his fingers over my flushed cheeks while his lips covered mine in a frenzy fashion, eating them senuslally and passionately.

I moaned in between his kisses as he snaked his smooth tongue in my mouth, twirling it around every corner of my mouth, pressing me harder against the wall. As his fingers dug deeper into my curls, my bun got loose and my hairs fell in full length across my shoulder.

I raised my hands to wrap around his neck when he caught both of my wrists and pinned them above my head, taking my upper lip in between his teeth and nibbling on it.

He broke the kiss to stare at me, both of us heaving heavily with our intense make out and our lips mere inches apart from each other. My lipstick was smeared roughly on his lips. He continued to stare at me, wild emotions turning into a raging storm in his dark blue eyes.

I felt his hands loosening on my wrists and collecting my courage, I raised my hand to cup his side cheek slowly going down his neck but he caught my hand in between, encircling it with his own hand before crashing his lips once again over mine.

His kisses grew hot and demnading just as he interwined his fingers slowly around mine, his mouth opening against mine and tasting each and every corner of my mouth.

His tongue licked the corner of my mouth, my jaw and my lips before going deep under my mouth and I was glad I was pressed against the wall otherwise I would've fallen straight on my butt considering how much my knees were weak like jelly now.

I could feel my nipples hardening in pleasure as he broke the kiss to trail feather light kisses down my jaw, my neck, my collar bone and started to suck hard on my pulse before digging his sharp teeth into my skin.

I moaned out loudly as he popped open two front buttons of my shirt and pulled my collar aside a little to press his lips firmly on the side of my neck.

Opening his mouth, he sucked on my sensitive spot and I closed my eyes, inhaling a deep breath. His deft fingers opened one more button of my shirt, causing one more to pop open by itself, my ample cleavage now in his view.

He kissed my shoulder, his fingers roaming boldly over the strap of my bra and he raised it a little to press open mouthed kisses down my whole shoulder, before moving up to nibble and bite on my neck, joining his tongue in between. I closed my eyes and bit my lips to refrain myself from moaning out loud while he moved up to suck on my pulse.

He pressed himself harder over my curves, low moan escaping from his mouth just as his full erection pressed againt my wet core and he bit my neck harder in frustration.

Removing my entangled fingers from his, my arms wrapped around his neck to pull him closer and hugging him tightly to feel more of him on my skin while he continued to give me painful but pleasurable bites on exposed skin of my throat.

God, I wanted him so much now and I didn't care about any stupid rejection or my own bottled up feelings anymore!

He moved his teasing hot lips upwards to kiss me hard on my lips, nudging them apart by force to plunge his wet tongue into my mouth and both of our tongues entangled in a crazy dilemma, just as his hands trailed down further to pop open the last two buttons of my shirt.

I heard someone cough loudly. Breaking the kiss quickly much to Edward's disapproval and disgrunt, I turned a little to see Eric standing in front of us, looking down at the floor and my cheeks flushed yet more to see that he must have seen more than enough of what I never wanted him to see.

"Edwar-"

"I know" Edward answered me cooly, without even turning around to see who who it was and started to button up my open shirt one by one up-to the front.

He dusted invisible dust on my collar, running his fingers slowly over his fresh bites on my neck, throat and then over my swollen lips smugly, as if admiring his own work.

I didn't dare to look at either of the two men, and just stood against the wall in shock and embarrasment while Edward wiped my lipstick nonchalantly from his lips before leaning down to press a soft kiss on my lips.

"Don't do anything like that again! I am telling you, it's a dangerous territory for you!", he whispered slowly to me, nibbling on my earlobe.

Abruptly, he left me, and waved at me.
"I'll be late today, Lily! Don't wait for me and go to sleep early! Miss you, darling!"

When he left, I slowly slid down the wall, shaking my head in disbelief and shock and putting my hands on my head to think hard.

What the hell just happened!?

Did I do all that??

Did I start what turned casually into a heated battle of kisses and moans.!

God, when the hell did I become so horny!? I am crazy! Totally!

I was about to slap myself with my own hands when Eric stood in front of me, extending his hand at me.

I looked at his hand, and then at him.

"Get up"

"I.. "

"I know. I know. Get up now, will you??"

I nodded and took his hand and he pulled me up.

I was still in a daze, ready to murder myself anytime.

"By the way, since now you are completely presentable, how about you go and meet your friend!?"

I looked at him, confused.

"My friend!?"

"Yes! Your friend, Jake is waiting for you outside! He wants to talk about something important, he told me that to tell it to you!"

Oh! Jake?!

What did he want to talk about!?

Is it about Mia!?

© Ritika Verma,
книга «For His Sake».
46| Crazy Confessions
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