Epigraph
0| Prologue
1| Her First Love
2| Proposal
3| Grand Wedding
4| My Wedding Life
5| His First Love
6| They Don't Really Hate Each Other
7| He Wants To Do What
8| Pretending To Love Him Was Not That Hard
9| Road To Love
10| Too Close For Comfort
11| His Cute Nurse
12| He Is A Big Tease
13| He Cares Now When He Knows I Can't?
14| Silent Rejection Hurts Even More
15| My Little Dreams
16| His Feelings Are So Confusing
17| His Friendship Is All I Have
18| He Loves Cuddling?
19| I Can Never Dress Like A Girl
20| I Am What?
21| Embarassing And Awkward Situations
22| Date Plan Gone To Hell
23| Compromising Situations
24| Hot Arguments And Cool Answers
25| Some Wise Decisions
26| Jealous Arguments And Broken Hearts
27| When Fake Turned Into Something Much More Real
28| Dangerous Game
29| Heart Want What It Wants
30| Was Loving You A Better Idea
31| Reasons We Are Far Apart
32| Your Name
33| Hurt And Confort
34| Most Natural Thing To Do
35| Unexpected Encounters
36| Don't Move
37| You Think I'm A Man?
38| Old Friends Reunion
39| Mission Mia
40| I Hate You!
41| His Passion And Desire
42| Do You Love Me?
43| Some Old Secrets
44| Some Shocking Revealations
45| Dangerous Territory
46| Crazy Confessions
47| Love The One Who Loves You Back
48| You Can't Just Fall Out Of Love
49| You Can't Run Away From Your Past
50| It's Not Easy To Love Someone...Back
15| My Little Dreams
Emily's POV:

It had been a week since we last came to Mauritius. Sure, we enjoyed a lot if that "we" includes Lara and Edward's short night visits,not to mention her throaty moans which I could hear even while peeing, and my long night walks across the streets of Mauritius alone, enjoying the view of metropolitan cities, driving in car by myself.

It was last night of our stay, so I started to stuff my clothes back into the suitcase, ransacking hotel closest neatly to find my any other belongings. My fingers was then entangled with something which when I pulled out my hand from the pile, found it to be Lara's lacy black underwear. I instantly tossed it away, only to pick it up this time by my one finger, fully grabbing on it before walking to Lara's room and turning the knob. I regretted as soon as I opened the door of lara's room, Ignoring "Do not disturb" sign as I saw Lara without her top,lying below Edward whose mouth was ravishing hers in a hot passion, and his hands were on his boobs, massaging them filling the room with her loud hard moans. I quickly averted my gaze, raising my hands slowly to show them the reason of my interruption before tossing her underwear at the nearby couch without a second glance. I hurried to my heels, covering my mouth to stifle a sob, which would expose my secret feelings so readily.

Next day, we traveled all the way to our home, with Lara clinging to Edward, kissing his chest in front of driver, much to his annoyance. I knew that Edward never liked to show public affection, the reason he never takes Lara with him to his office no matter how much she begs for it. She even fought with him often yelling at him to tell him why I visited his office more readily when she didn't even get to see it. Though she was his girlfriend, Edward never hid anything about her from me. Infact,he always came to me to help him decide what to give Lara on her birthdays. He knows she loves luxurious accessories so we never really had much problems picking it out. So, dear Lara, the bags,dress or earrings you sway at me everytime I wear shirt or pants were actually brought to you by me, Emily Willows!. Thanks a lot for your effort.

We reached home late night after eating at a nearby restaurant and I slumped on bed like a pig and slept my night off, with Edward joining me later after dropping Lara off. Hush! This love!

I woke to find it was already afternoon,sun rays seeping strongly and brightly on both of our faces. I pried myself from Edward's cuddling,finding it hard to ignore his lips which were touching my neck, his hot breath still making my nerves go havoc! I poured myself some water. Miranda had already made our lunch. I was munching on it quietly, my thoughts elsewhere on how would I be able to leave Edward after two years when I already am sharing enough closeness which is making me crazy. I smacked myself hard, muttering "oww" after realising I was sexually frustrated!

How can I not be? I mean I am a virgin girl married to her love of eternity for like two years.!

But here is the twist!
He doesn't love me, not In that way of course!

Edward came after some time, we did some common talking when doorbell rang. Miranda opened it.

My parents were demanding too much from their son-in-law, wasn't they now? I mean who wants their grandson too soon. Even I am not ready to be a mother, not when the person who will be helping me with it doesn't even know he is supposed to do it with me! They keep on asking if we had some family plans but I am a doctor for god's sake. I am not going with more than one child, I told them smoothly, of course when Edward went upstairs to change.

"Of course mom, we enjoyed a lot. Who asks such question? We go to honeymoon to enjoy, don't we? " I said, quietly grabbing Edward's phone to stuff it my pocket which was blinking with Lara's messages. I excused myself and went upstairs.

I tossed his phone at the bed, angrily turning towards him.

"What the hell Edward? They almost caught us! That was a close call,pheww!",I yelled at him, who was buttoning his shirt now. He smiled at me, before leaning to give me a kiss on the cheek,his lips lingering on my already flushed cheek before lifting me up in his arms. I shrieked, gripping his shoulders in reflex afraid that I might fall and he swirled me around, his laughter like music to my ears.

"Lily, lily, Lily, today I am so happy", he said,still swirling me his arms draped around my waist protectively.

"What! Eddie, put me down first, I am afraid I might vomit on your face." I said, huffing. He put me down,putting elbow on my shoulders this time,his fingers lifteing my chin. He stared at me,his blue eyes mesmerising me when I averted my gaze to avoid falling for him again!

He put his hands around my cheeks, puffing them up, before pushing my hairs aside to kiss me on the forehead. What the hell is wrong with him! Did he drink or something?

I merely stared at him in shock. I have seen Happy Edward many times but not once I had seen him this maniac for it.

"You know today our company signed a deal with International Digital Corporations and I couldn't wait to tell you about it",he said, his happiness not leaving his face.

"What? Really? You mean you signed that deal you worked so hard for? Yay I am so happy for you",I said, my own happiness suddenly returning. I knew how much Edward wanted to have this deal, he worked several hours to design up routes for it. He won't even let me go my own home whole month for it, just because he believed I would be the only one who would not let him be lazy, even if it was opposite, and also that I was his lucky charm or something. Athough being a billionare ,he used to have this dream of expanding his company worldwide. He also promised me to take me on World Tour once he accomplishes
that but that was a long time ago. I bet today he wouldn't even remeber our age when he made that promise!

"No, we worked hard for it,together.",he said, making me look up. I bet my eyes are teary now. I looked down to hide them.

"Emi, I am really happy today",he whispered again staring at me, his gaze making me want to crawl under the ground.

"I know "

"But I see you're Not",he whispered to making me look up.

"Eddie, That's never -

He grabbed my hand in his,interwining our fingers before pulling me with him down the stairs .

"Owe dear, see how lovely they look",my mom compliments, seeing us coming down the stairs.

"I was just coming to ask for you when your mom stopped me,saying that you must be having post-honeymoonic moment. "

Does such thing even exist?

We smiled at him,Edward pulling me closer than usual.

"Oh dear, you wouldn't believe when I told you how he would also love you back.Now you see for yourself. That boy cant even stay away from you.",my mother said laughing to herself. My smile was wiped off my face. I instantly looked at Edward who was gazing at my mom with confused expression.

No way!She won't tell it to-

"Oh right! I knew she wouldn't tell you but now you must know for how long she loved-",I clapped my hand shut over her mouth, huffing heavily from running by the speed of sound. I lifted her by the arm pulling her to my room.

"Let's have a daughter-mother time!",I shouted making myself clear to two men who must be thinking I ate crap in my breakfast today.

It was tough to lie to mom but I did it anyway. Like a mom, she worried but as a daughter,Icleared all her doubts.

"Mom, I am really happy. So don't worry and dont you dare cry in front of me. Mom he really is the one for me. He keeps me happy and we have fun all day until we fall asleep tired." I said hugging her, my own eyes spilling tears now. I snorted and put my head on her shoulder.

"He really keeps me happy, Mom. He really does",I whispered.

I was making dinner,when I heard doorbell rang. Edward put bottle of wine on my hand, kissing my cheek before walking to the dinner table,drumming his fingers over it. He motioned me to sit,his face full of merry stars.

"Lily, I want to ask you something.",he said, his hands taking mine and squuezing them. I was confused. Why the hell is he asking me if he could ask something? That's so formal!

I nodded. He smiled and stuffed his hands on his coat before pulling out a velvet coloured box, wrapped in ribbons. He slid it towards me. Opening it, I gasped. It was a beautiful diamond ring, stoned heavily with millions of carats. I looked at him, his eyes searching answers from me.

"Would Lara like this ring? Tomorrow is her birthday and I really want to gift her this."

And my Broken Heart Once again
crashed Into milloins of pieces but this time I knew one thing...

...That I don't have energy left to pick up its pieces again.

© Ritika Verma,
книга «For His Sake».
16| His Feelings Are So Confusing
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