Epigraph
0| Prologue
1| Her First Love
2| Proposal
3| Grand Wedding
4| My Wedding Life
5| His First Love
6| They Don't Really Hate Each Other
7| He Wants To Do What
8| Pretending To Love Him Was Not That Hard
9| Road To Love
10| Too Close For Comfort
11| His Cute Nurse
12| He Is A Big Tease
13| He Cares Now When He Knows I Can't?
14| Silent Rejection Hurts Even More
15| My Little Dreams
16| His Feelings Are So Confusing
17| His Friendship Is All I Have
18| He Loves Cuddling?
19| I Can Never Dress Like A Girl
20| I Am What?
21| Embarassing And Awkward Situations
22| Date Plan Gone To Hell
23| Compromising Situations
24| Hot Arguments And Cool Answers
25| Some Wise Decisions
26| Jealous Arguments And Broken Hearts
27| When Fake Turned Into Something Much More Real
28| Dangerous Game
29| Heart Want What It Wants
30| Was Loving You A Better Idea
31| Reasons We Are Far Apart
32| Your Name
33| Hurt And Confort
34| Most Natural Thing To Do
35| Unexpected Encounters
36| Don't Move
37| You Think I'm A Man?
38| Old Friends Reunion
39| Mission Mia
40| I Hate You!
41| His Passion And Desire
42| Do You Love Me?
43| Some Old Secrets
44| Some Shocking Revealations
45| Dangerous Territory
46| Crazy Confessions
47| Love The One Who Loves You Back
48| You Can't Just Fall Out Of Love
49| You Can't Run Away From Your Past
50| It's Not Easy To Love Someone...Back
2| Proposal
Emily's POV:

We visited Edward's home. Mr. Jones opened the door. I bowed at him.

"Hello Mr. Jones! "

"Oh, my cute girl, it's been a long time since we hung out," he said patting my head.

I smiled widely at him.

"I graduated. And I got a job offer from National tropics hospital. I will join after a month.". I said, earning a praise from him.

"Oh, my two children have already grown up. I can't want anything else than seeing you to succeed as much as this world can offer!"

Mr. Jones always thought of me as second child of his, a daughter which he never had. He took care of me, even going as far as scolding his own son. I was blessed in some aspect. When my father died, he actually financially supported our family for some time until my mom found suitable job, thanks to his help. Willows and Jones were always there for each other I guess.

Mr. Jones offered me a drink.

"How come our sweet neighbor is here to meet us. See Elena, how they two are grown up. It wasn't long ago when society committee actually complained about them breaking people's window glasses, taking stray dogs, singing loudly in public or swimming late nights in water," he smiled mildly.

We both grinned widely.

"Yes. But I thought I should meet you today. I guess I don't want to lose you now, do I?"

Was it too dramatic.?

Edward shook his head, an attempt to say "You're hopeless"

Now I'm going to destroy my own happiness by myself. Here I go.

"Isn't it too silent in the house? How much Better it would be to have a daughter-in-law and very cheerful One at that. Not to mention, having charisma like Barbie, when she walks on the floor, it burns like hell and you couldn't get any better after seeing her smile... Oh her lips, When they open, they talk like waterfall of Nigeria and when her hands touch something, it's done as real, oh her legs are the masterpiece of Indian redwood tree, and her eyes remind you of those extinct dodos around the world...Oh how much you want someone like that in this house," I said huffing heavily.

One-minute silence.

All three just gaped at me.

And then they burst into a fits of laughter.

"Honey if you wanted forest and nature so badly, why didn't you just tell us.? We could have gone to some trip?" Mrs. Jones said, wiping tears off her eyes.

"If it wasn't for your medical job, I would have thought you were practicing some comedy," said Mr. Jones.

Oh. Just. Kill. Me. Now.

Edward pulled me by my arm to the next room, his grip on my arm slightly more rougher and urgent than usual.

"What are you doing!?"he whispered.

"Helping you?" I reminded him, in case his human brain hasn't evolved yet.

"But you called Lara dodo and her legs tree and rabbit and her lips waterfall. How is that helping?"

"I didn't call her rabbit though! How am I supposed to describe her? I don't know her. You know her. You do it ".I whispered back.

"They listen only to you."

"But-"

"No buts. You said you would help me."

"Why-"

"Because you are my lucky charm . You know I won all those certificates and matches and trophies because you cheered for me!"

I rolled my eyes at his stupid imagination.

"Or more like 'I taught you late at night skipping my dinner," I filled in.

"Because my biology is weak. You of all people should know that"

"Okay I will do it again"

"Please...Goddess Emily," he said, winking at me.

I walked, with him urging me to do my task more precisely. I looked behind, his eyes filled with hope and wrists balled in fists wishing me "fighting".

I mouthed "I will"

And then Thud!

A loud one at that. I fell on a carpet, vase on my head and water seeping into my pants.

Oh hell to this fucking plan now!

I just fell, in front of my best friend's parents, whom I had a crush on like forever.

"Honey, sweety, are you okay!?"

"I'm fine. Couldn't get any better. I just am....kinda felt like exercising," I said moving my arms in circles, smiling in spite of the pain.

"So Mr. Jones, how would you feel if you had one girl to fill in your family? Wouldn't it be great to have Lara as your daughter-in-law? She is an excellent girl, she knows everything, she loves Edward. They have been dating for five years already. Isn't it time to include her in your family!!?"

"But dear, we don't like her. Something is off about her. She doesn't really fit into this family."

"Don't worry, she is a cheerful person, she gets into atmosphere easily. I am sure you will never get bored of her. She is a good company. A perfect one to complete your rich family," I offered, tasting the bitterness in my sentence.

Okay I won't cry... I never will... He wants that. Just because I couldn't get his love doesn't mean he couldn't get his share of love.

He deserves everything.

And I'll make sure he gets that.

"Can she cook?" Mrs. Jones asked.

Edward looked at me and then shook his head.

"Then how can we marry Edward off to someone who doesn't even know how to cook when you know very clearly that he doesn't eat anything except for homemade ones. Weren't you the one who cooked for him when we were outside for business?!" Mrs. Jones said, clearly agitated.

I gulped.

"Then I can cook for him like always?" I offered.

"Then why can't you marry him? You know him since you two were kids," Mr. Jones said.

I so was not going to have that conversation again. It always breaks my heart when Edward ends up rejecting me unconsciously.

"Mom! Dad! Not again. You know we can't do that. Just let me marry the girl I like okay? "he pleaded.

"Don't you like Emily?" Mr. Jones asked.

He paused.

"I do! But dad-"

"No. We have reputation Edward! You are the CEO of the Jones company. People look up to you. What would they think if you marry to some chick who wears dangling tops and chews bubblegum while taking to your parents. All she cares about is her manicures. She doesn't even have the decency to show any love to you in front of your parents. I will never approve of such marriage!!" Edward's dad yelled at him, his temper rising.

"Okay. Nobody gets married. Not me. Not Edward. Topic's over. Let's go Eddie. We have to play rock paper scissors, right?!!" I said, telling him to leave it.

I pulled him with me hurriedly to the next room.

"Seriously rock paper scissors, Lily!?" Edward half joked.

"Then should I tell them that I was going to break their son's neck off and sew it back over his leg? " I said, narrowing my eyebrows.

He just glared.

"Then what are we supposed to do now?"

We? There was a "We"? I never wanted him married in the first place.

"You do the action. I am going to my karate classes," I said waving at him only to be pulled by him, back at the place.

Five minutes later.

We were sitting in the cafe. Trust me. As much as I love him and want to kiss him or strangle him, I hate his habit of tagging me along in his problems equally. I know I won't be able to help him because I am a horrible liar, a horrible planner as well as a horrible walker who can't even walk properly. Thinking of which I tasted some clotted blood in my mouth. I guess I hurt my jaw badly. It ached now that I thought about it.

I just glared at him nevertheless. In the need, I started to sip my coffee. Three cups of coffee in a row. This much of diuretics is gonna burst my bladder soon.

"So, what's your plan? Any plan B?" He asked.

"That was plan A! You didn't tell me. I would have done better then," I said rolling my eyes.

"You know how much I love Lara. You said you would help me! What now? "

Ouch.

"I will help you." I reassured him, my lips twitching upward, unwillingly, my heart twisting painfully in my chest.

He stared at me intently, as I continued to fidget nervously under his penetrating gaze and in my discomfort, I started to sip coffee.

"Then marry me."

"What!?" I choked on my drink, coughing violently as I stared at him in blunt surprise.

"I said marry me," he repeated.

"I heard what you said but it's-" I inhaled deeply, trying to calm my raging nerves, before looking at him. "Seriously have you lost your mind, Edward!? This is really..." I trailed off, looking at him incredulously.

"You said you'd help me. I am merely asking for your help."

"But you love...but why?" I narrowed my eyes at him, my mind going frenzy thinking of what he asked me just now.

"Because it's the only way I can get off with this marriage thing and can have my love, Lara!"

"What? Are you crazy? This is... so not fair to your parents!!?"

"But they want me to marry you. You know that. This way I get Lara, my parents get you as their daughter in law. This way everyone is happy." he said, assuring me.

But I am not.

"Please, Lily?"

"But still, it's too much to-"

"You know I would do it for you."

Quickly, I looked at him, no words shared between us as we locked eyes with each other for a brief moment and I realized he was saying the truth after all.

It's not that I doubted his words in the first place.

Indeed, if I were in his place, he would've done it for me.

He would do much more crazy things for me.

For us.

For our friendship.

And this time, he needed my help.

Urgently.

To support his love.

Gulping nervously under his penetrating stare which was asking me for his answer, I averted my gaze to look at the nearby couple laughing loudly at some joke before the man bent forward to kiss her. He slid a shining ring on her fingers to which she squealed in delight and hugged him.

I smiled unconsciously.

"Besides you can leave this marriage anytime you want. I am not forcing you. But I assure you as long as you are my wife, I will be a good husband and a friend to you. I will do everything to make you happy." Edward took my hand, squeezing them a little. His eyes bore into mine, reflecting honest and the promise of better future with me.

I nodded looking down at our joined hands, feeling those lazy butterflies doing somersaults in my stomach.

"So? What do you think? Will you marry me then?"

"I really think it's not right to betray-"

"I assure you, Lily that we'll be fine." He intertwined our fingers and I stared at him, and then at my hands which fit perfectly over his large calloused ones. "If only you were to agree to this."

"I..." Words lost down my throat as I found my voice too heavy with emotions to even respond properly to him. My eyes pricked with tears, seeing his eyes reflecting hope.

Hope of his bright future with someone else.

With my help.

"I will, Edward. I will marry you"

I felt him hug me almost immediately, my feet floating in air. He ducked his head at the crook of my neck before kissing my forehead, his lips lingering longer than usual.

"Thanks a lot Lily!! I promise you I won't do anything which we both will regret. I will make you the happiest wife and woman of this world!"

I rolled my eyes at his dramatic character.

You can never give me the happiness which I want Edward because you already gave it to someone else a long time ago and I am not that much of a villain to ask for it when clearly this is the only thing which you smile and laugh at!

© Ritika Verma,
книга «For His Sake».
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