Unleash the darkness
Sometimes all I want is to unleash the darkness in me.. Holding on so much pain is exhausting.. No one understands, no one seems to care.. No one to talk about it to.. How long should I stay in my misery.. I'm told I seem like someone who has her shits together.. If they knew how much willpower it takes to pretend I do.. I'm so tired of that void consuming me day in day out.. I want to be set free.. Free from caring,free from loving, free from giving a shit about anyone.. Be one with my darkness.. If I'm not meant for love, power it shall be..
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sje_107
Good one. I wish to come back this platform to read poems again. But I am hospitalized now.
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2020-02-04 01:27:28
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Ruqayyah Jkh
@sje_107 oh what happened dear??
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2020-02-04 17:15:53
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sje_107
@Ruqayyah Jkh I have sickle cell anemia
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