Part of me
This is me
The one who is blamed
Every time that something happens
People close their eyes on me and just get away
You say that I'm scary
You're right to be scared
After all I'm the girl who was never praised
For who she truly was
Everyone wanted her to change
You don't need to compare me
to whomever you think you know
I know that I'm not flawless
But you don't need to remind it to me
Whenever I'm trying to keep my silence
Keep glaring at me so that I can regret everything
I say that I don't care
But deep inside I'm breaking
I close my eyes and watch my heart bleed
I keep it all inside me
I don't want to scream
The wounds are healing
But I know the scars would always remain
And I'm sure I'm not gonna forget
How I said nothing and let all these things hurt
Here I am again
Lost deep inside me
I'm still searching for the part of me that one day
I swore I'm not going to let anyone reach
27.09.2018
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