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Those Eyes
In the world of darkness I lay
Staring into the eyes of a body
In the depth of sadness and misery I stare into those eyes
That lay miles away in the light
Yet in the brightness of the daylight And behind those bright, happy eyes
I stare into a hole in them
Where pain and emptiness hide from the outer world
In that moment
I realized that we're no different
Those eyes were only hiding
What lies beneath the happiness and joy
Those eyes held an unbearable pain
That was invisible
From the eyes of the others
But it wasn't invisible for me
It was crystal clear
And I was going to be there for her
Because I knew the pain she felt
I knew how it feels to be in pain with no shoulder to cry on
I knew how much it hurts to smile when there's tears, dying to flow out
So, I did what I always wanted for others to do for me
I went there to those eyes
I sat in the daylight and hid my pain just like they did
I sat there next to her
And held her hand
"I'm here for you"
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The Broken Soul
In an abyss void of emotion
Where light is darkness
And love is hatred
I found the body of a broken soul
Surrounded by grief and misery
With eyes opened up wide
seeking mercy
But the mysterious soul of light
Was nowhere in sight
It left the broken soul shattered
All alone
Yet at the same spot
I found a mighty power of an emotion
Where the broken soul kept
Mending its shattered parts
Just to return to the same soul
That started the pain
To me that was love
Where a soul can heal itself
Thousands of times
Just to be able to continue
Loving the one who brought it all
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Love in Injustice
I was a stranger to the world of love
Until you up walked into my life
And filled it with magic,
wonder, and thrill
You memerized me
with the magic in your voice
Your loving touch drove me insane
I felt you in every single breathe
I was so drowned in the
depth of love
To me you were the prince in disguise
You stepped into my life,
And designed it with pearls
Little did I know
That your like breeze
And would fly off far away
Leaving me all alone
Love, Was this your justice to me?
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Weak Bridge
Our relationship is like a weak bridge
The more you walk into it
The weaker it gets
But although for that
I still walk and walk on it
And I'll keep walking
No matter how weak it gets
Because I know
That no matter how weak it gets
It wont ever break
Love, what we have is unbreakable
And that's what keeps me walking
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Memories of Love
The memories that once drew
A smile on my face
The same ones that woke me
Up in the morning for a reason
Are now the same memories
That haunt me in my dreams in the darkest nights
The same ones that were so close to my heart are now living in
my mind
I once kept the smile on my face when thinking of them
But now
Those memories brought me to tears
My memories of love
I've hidden my love from everyone I've even hidden it from you
My heart have cried millions of times for your love
Althouh you've never said the words
I can still see the hidden love
Shining behind your green eyes
Even after you've given up and left
I can't bare to hate you
My memories of love
Are leading me to tears
But they also remind of what
We once had
And that enough for me
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I keep thinking dark thoughts
They are circling my brain
Showing me that I don't matter
They speak to me in tongues
Of languages I've never heard
But yet
I understand them clearly
They are pushing me to the brink Driven by my own hopes of insanity
Or maybe it's my own sanity Basking in my own glorious demise Reaping all the benefits of a wonderful turmoil
Laughing as I continue to fight for myself
My breath is thin and shallow
My body is weak
And my mind
It is always playing tricks on me
Constantly having me in its own world of make believe
But I will not give in to such callous weakness I am a fighter,
I've made myself by my own hands
And I won't ever give up
After the roads I've crossed
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