Restless...
I can't stop thinking about it.. One minute its all fine then that thought pops up.. She is going to see a guy to get married.. Thought she promised me her answer will be no, i can't stop being restless.. I want her to be happy.. It has always been her dream to settle down with a guy.. I will let her go if she gets what she seeks for.. Im just worried about the shattered pieces of me.. My heart... It can't handle another heartbreak again.. Im strong but im tired.. I have been a fighter far too long.. Im tired fighting for love.. It feels like im sinking & im trying hard not to.. Life keeps testing me everyday.. My heart is heavy.. I have that weight since yesterday.. I trust her.. Yet im restless.. Feels like im standing infront of a train & hoping it does not hit me...
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Madison Tyler
Can relate to that though
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