CVLDHEARTED

CVLD BLVVDED

I regret for what I am, I can't fucking change myself, I'm sorry I'm hurtin' my friends, That is why I hate myself, Fuckin', yeah, I feel that guilt! I cannot forgive myself, I apologize for my negligence, I don't even feel like I'm hurting when I speak I can't learn a lesson, Not to get attached to people, I don't have no demons, My true essence is pure evil, Evil flows in my veins, I am tryna be humane, Since my birth, I wasn't the same, And since then I'm pretendin' to this day, Uhh... I can't learn a lesson, Not to get attached to people, I don't have no demons, MY TRUE ESSENCE IS PURE EVIL, EVIL FLOWS IN MY VEINS, I am tryna be humane, SINCE MY BIRTH, I WASN'T THE SAME, And since then I'm pretendin' to this day... I'm callous it's true, I have no excuse, The closer I get to someone, the more it hurts me to lose, To be alone and not to harm anyone is what I choose, Better to suffer alone, Without hurting those around, Perhaps it'll consume me from the inside like a black hole, All my friends from the past to the present have turned into gray shadows I regret for what I am, I can't fucking change myself, I'm sorry I'm hurtin' my friends, That is why I hate myself, Fuckin', yeah, I feel that guilt! I cannot forgive myself, I apologize for my negligence, I don't even feel like I'm hurting when I speak Cora and Helen, I sincerely apologize...

2021-08-08 12:59:10

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Behind your back people are talking Using words that cut you down to size You want to fight back It's building inside you Holding you up Taking you hostage It's worth fighting for They'll try to take your pride Try to take your soul They'll try to take all the control They'll look you in the eyes Fill you full of lies Believe me they're gonna try So when you're feeling crazy And things fall apart Listen to your head Remember who you are You're the one You're the unbreakable heart

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Хай буде так

Юлія Богута

«And in my hour of darkness She is standing right in front of me Speaking words of wisdom, "Let it be"» Beatles - Let it be Хай буде так. Прийми своє життя. Прийми негоду, біль і в серці рану. Прийми свою не вічність, як буття. Прийми, що у людей на тебе інші плани. І не кричи, не плач, коли летиш із неба. Земля тверда. Це так. Реальна. Не м'яка. Живи та не шкодуй. Так було треба. Можливо не тобі. Комусь. Чиясь рука. Ти витримав. Стерпів. Усі пройшов дороги. Ти не зламався, ні. Ти просто біг не так. Ти просто падав. Просто вірив богу, І довіряв не тим. Кохав не так. Хай буде так. Прийми, що ти один І залишайся сильним, що б не було далі. Життя лиш мить, в яку стікає плин годин. Лиш зайчик сонячний, ребро медалі. Бо що б не було - ти не вічний, ні. І те що має тут коштовність, там - згорає. Ти помираєш тут. Зникаєш на війні. Та пам'ятай - у смерті щастя аж ніяк немає.

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