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I regret for what I am, I can't fucking change myself, I'm sorry I'm hurtin' my friends, That is why I hate myself, Fuckin', yeah, I feel that guilt! I cannot forgive myself, I apologize for my negligence, I don't even feel like I'm hurting when I speak I can't learn a lesson, Not to get attached to people, I don't have no demons, My true essence is pure evil, Evil flows in my veins, I am tryna be humane, Since my birth, I wasn't the same, And since then I'm pretendin' to this day, Uhh... I can't learn a lesson, Not to get attached to people, I don't have no demons, MY TRUE ESSENCE IS PURE EVIL, EVIL FLOWS IN MY VEINS, I am tryna be humane, SINCE MY BIRTH, I WASN'T THE SAME, And since then I'm pretendin' to this day... I'm callous it's true, I have no excuse, The closer I get to someone, the more it hurts me to lose, To be alone and not to harm anyone is what I choose, Better to suffer alone, Without hurting those around, Perhaps it'll consume me from the inside like a black hole, All my friends from the past to the present have turned into gray shadows I regret for what I am, I can't fucking change myself, I'm sorry I'm hurtin' my friends, That is why I hate myself, Fuckin', yeah, I feel that guilt! I cannot forgive myself, I apologize for my negligence, I don't even feel like I'm hurting when I speak Cora and Helen, I sincerely apologize...
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