A difference in myself
I can see you don't see.
I don't expect you to understand.
I know you aren't there who knows when you will.
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I am different!
I am not like the world and I don't try to be what I'm not.
I won't aim away from my arrows.
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I know you may never truly get it and that's okay.
My friends and family,
My fans and supporters ~
All loved dearly and appreciated.
I take not nor want not such advantage of ignorance.
I seek no thrill from ill manorism.
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I grow older,
Loosing myself from time to time,
Loosing time and memory,
Unable to be as strong as my younger self.
Grasping onto everything that keeps me standing through it all as to not fall so easily.
Recovering myself has made a difference in myself!
I'm different,
And,
Being so....
I've built a better life that I can now call my own!
Truly my own heart to give.
I am not rich nor am I dirt poor.
I'm not worry free but I don't live with it.
My difference has caused a clash so elegantly, that my inner self has diagnosed my heart as right.
For the first time since I was a baby,
I can truly let my head breathe refreshing air made from the galaxy.
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How thankful huh
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