Stay?
How can you ask me such a thing?
You tell me "I like you".
You say "Your lips are rosey".
Yet you show me nothing.
You play tunes of forgiveness and love, adventure and happiness.
But when it comes to them....
When it comes to us....
You show nothing.
How can you ask me such a thing!?
This mask you built around your face is disgusting.
Sure, I have one too.
But it doesn't reek of suffer.
I trusted a part of you to come to me.
You shoved it away.
I trusted our friendship and yet you chewed it like gum.
I saved you from falling down when you didn't notice, but failed to catch me at deaths door.
You ask such an awful thing of me.
No matter, I will not.
I will not stay with you.
I will not cling nor remember it all.
I wish to forget the negative you placed.
Do not ask me such a thing for I will not do what is asked.
11.07.2020
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