Toxic
This is the last
I'm washing away our memories
Since you already moved on so fast
Since before I can even decide that you wasn't right for me
You was in someone else's lap
I tried to fix us so much
That I got trapped
My heart was so soft
That I brushed past your mask
I've been numb
Emotionally blocked
Couldn't write a word
This poem was even hard to start
But I am done
I'm tired of you controlling me
Even when we're done
I need back my control
You did what you did
Now it's time for me to let go
I know it would take a lot for me to love again
It would take a lot for me to grow
You've taken a huge part of me
So I started loving the cold
And even when I'm swimming
I'm sinking also
Your love was toxic
And it burned me to the core
But I can't allow you to poison my life anymore
2019-08-02 18:51:40
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