Be Aware

Zinzee Noel

I've been through it I've lived through it I've cried Felt like I'll die Suffered so much pain That it was so hard to explain Couldn't speak a word Couldn't handle this hurt I wanted to cut Wanted to be ran over by a truck I needed to inflict some pain To take my mind of this rain I was tempted to pop does pills Wanted to get rid of this guilt Why was I born this way Why couldn't my life be ok Haven't I suffered enough From living a life so rough From the physical abuse To the verbal To the rape Leaving my heart to break And when I finally got someone I love They send him flying with God's doves I couldn't take it So depression became my fit I lost all my interest I lost the true meaning of living But slowly I'm rising I get knock down But I will never stop striving I will not make the sky be my limit I'll keep living cause I'm in it to win it Just know that anyone can survive But not everyone can feel alive

2019-08-06 14:18:35

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I saw a dream, and there were you, And there was coldness in your eyes. I wonder what a kind of true Made you become as cold as ice. And later I looked back to get a sense This empty glance was hellish call of past. It used to be a high and strong defense Against the world, the pain and me at last. You looked at me, and peering in your soul, I felt so lonely, as something vital died. And that is what I fear most of all - That nothing gentle will remain inside. Inside of you. Inside of me as well. And nothing will be said to farewell.

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