Prison of problems/тюрьма проблем
I spent that one night,being free of the prison of my problems.One night,to feel free for once in my life.My perfect family,with a reckless pair of reckless twins.I look at her,and I see a reflection of myself.I am the shadow,I am the copy of the original.I always felt different,I always felt like I was far from the way she was.I see the way they look at her,proud and worthy.I see the way their eyes pierce into my soul,I see the way they look at me worthless and disappointed.Its hard to live up to that,but I don't have to live up to everyone expectations of how I "should" act.I sit there alone and free,but then I realise it's okay to be me.
Lillian xx
2020-06-01 21:02:03
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