WHY ARE YOU CONSTANLTY LYING?
I'll throw ice in a cup of gin, I live a night life and like it, I think twice and then strike, I ain't need a change in life, My life is on the right track, I'm not gon' return to the PAST, Old men call me crazy, But somehow I ain't care, BITCH, I'll fight to the death and I won't look at honesty, I'll bury your body in the forest, BITCH, I'm not interested in your discontent, The money in my wallet is unlimited, Stop resist, you already defeated, You pose no threat to me, I ain't need a reason to kill someone, I call millions "lemons", I've seen over a million demons, I hate this feeling when you stand behind me and put spikes right in my back, Don't beckon me, I'm not a jerk, For life I have the most important perk: immortality, But in return I've a high level of fatality, I cannot get rid of INSANITY, I've a lot of fuss over money, Uh, I live by my own rules, I WILL NOT PAY, I did not live a day without cruelty, Guess what is mixed with my blood, I hate it when I act like a fool, I hate it when I CAN’T CONTROL WHAT I DO, I WANT EVERYONE TO SEE ME WORK AND EVEN OVERDOIN', I DON'T WANNA BE CALLED LAZY, I DON'T WANNA BE CALLED MESSY, I've time, and I'm goin' to spend it, BUT SPEND ON SOMETHIN' USEFUL, EVERYONE ALREADY KNOWS WHY I WEAR BLOODY CLOTHES... I don't fall under the influence of the environment, The path through life's only torment, I make cash payment, If you ain't pay me, you'll have a dent on yo' face, I have no mercy I am just an animal, I sprayed every wall with a spray can, That bitch that kept me from livin', I sent her, There's nothin' to talk 'bout with my bitch, SHE’S JUST A BOARD, I don't need a support group, While the heart is bleedin', can make soup, Your mouth is so nasty, You fuck my ex bitch, tell her that I don't wanna see her, My heart is the core from which all my hatred spills out, I cut the bitches that made me a wound, Till I did revenge, I didn't go into peaceful mode, I will not leave you alive, I will slit your THROAT, I'LL LEAVE A STAIN OF YOUR BLOOD FOR MYSELF AFTER I KILL YOU, I TOOK A KNIFE, KNOW HOW TO USE IT, I'LL KILL YOU 'CUZ YOU'RE ABUSIN', I'M NOT THINKIN' FOR A SECOND THAT EVERYTHIN' I DO IS TOO CRUEL, I'M MERCILESS, I BEHAVE AS SOULLESS IN BEHAVIOUR, I WILL HANG YOU NEAR THE DOOR, AND ALL THE PEOPLE WILL LOOK AT YOU, CORPSE... I'm fine, dog, I'll not look at my empty wrist, My knife is clean as a mirror and it gets dirty again, Ready to tear and throw everythin' 'round like a beast, Ready to give an answer to what a feeling of pain, I always have fun, never miss, I have never felt shame, Wanna know why the blood on my teeth? I worked hard to get fame, I had no brands on my body, I didn't spend money on 'em, I ATE LITTLE AND WAS BONY, WORK IS A HOBBY FOR ME, GOT MONEY WITH DIFFICULTY AS A MINER, WAS ALONE, WITHOUT SUPPORT, LIKE A STONE, MY HEART BROKE, NOT FROM LOVE, NOT FROM RESENTMENT, BUT FROM OVERLOAD, I thought it was just gonna die, My ears heard a lot of lies, WHY ARE YOU CONSTANLTY LYIN'?... I'm lying on my bed, This picture reminds me of the past with the same moment, I've a void inside my soul, not sadness, not anger, but just void, I stopped my development and growth, It looks like I resigned, Apparently, I ain't know how to build a life, ALL MY LIFE I'D A GRAY TINT, MY BUSINESS AIN'T FINISHED, I WON'T GIVE UP, I'LL CONTINUE UNTIL HE KILLS ME, I hope someone understands me, ALTHOUGH MORE LIKELY THAT MOST WANT ME DEAD... I can no longer TOLERATE YOUR ROTTEN LIES WITH YOUR FUCKING MOUTH... IT ROTS LIKE YOU... LIVE WITH IT ALL YOUR FUCKING LIFE... YOU'RE DISGUSTING... FUCK YOU...
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JENOVA JACKSON CHASE
Ah ah ah... Dude. What a topic you choose to write on.
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2020-04-16 15:59:21
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JENOVA JACKSON CHASE
Good one.
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2020-04-16 15:59:29
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JENOVA JACKSON CHASE
One of my favorites among your poems till now.
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ENGLISH;I am happy, when the sun shines bright and your smile is genuine.I am sad,when the rain pours down and your eyes flood with tears.I am angry,when you lie and are selfish.I am jelous,when you spend your time with everyone but me.I am excited,when I know I have a day ahead with only you.I am worried,when your promises are slipping away from my reach.I am heartbroken,when you prove to me I will forever be alone.I am scared,when my nightmares turn into a reality.I am lonely,when you walk away for good.I am so damaged,when you break my heart over and over again.. I am tired,when I feel all these emotions at once.I feel so alone,that I'm starting to like it that way.I feel too many emotions,and that's what makes me human.I feel things,and that is something I'm not capable of stopping.I am not going to hide away my emotions,because without them I mean nothing,with out them I am nothing. Lillian *Sorry about errors* RUSSIAN; Фамили счастлив, когда ярко светит солнце и "твоя улыбка искренняя". Мне грустно, когда льет дождь, а твои глаза наполняются слезами. Я злюсь, когда ты лжешь и эгоистичен. Я болею, когда ты проводишь время со всеми, кроме меня. Я взволнован, когда я знаю, что у меня впереди только один день. Я волнуюсь, когда твои обещания ускользают от моей досягаемости. Я с разбитым сердцем, когда ты Докажи мне, что я навсегда останусь один. Мне страшно, когда мои кошмары превращаются в реальность. Я одинок, когда ты уходишь навсегда. Я так поврежден, когда ты разбиваешь мне сердце снова и снова .. Я устал , когда я чувствую все эти эмоции одновременно. Я чувствую себя настолько одиноким, что мне это начинает нравиться. Я чувствую многие эмоции, и это то, что делает меня человеком. Я чувствую вещи, и это то, что я Я не собираюсь прятать свои эмоции, потому что без них я ничего не значу. Лилиан и моя дорогая подруга Фиалка Я скучаю по ультрафиолету LILLIAN xx
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Why would you bully? Was that okay? Nobody helped me, Get out of the way. And i didn't cry. And i didn't lie. I just looked at you. With a fake smile. You could love me. You really could. But you didn't. You left me alone. And then i cried. And then i lied. I left my world, Without any love. Someone will need you. Someone will shout. Listen to the scream. Help the people live. ♡ Inspired by "13 reasons why" Netflix series.
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