PARANVID

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I locked the doors and locked the windows, I feel that there's some creature next to me who wants to kill me right now, I'm so numb that I cannot budge, ADRENALINE ROSE TO THE SKY... YOU WILL NOT FIND ME, HEART BEATS AND GOES OUT OF FEAR, GOOSEBUMPS STILL PASS OVER MY SKIN, Uh, THE WALL BEHIND ME, I'M STANDIN' WITH A KNIFE READY TO TEAR SOMEONE, Wanna play catch-up? BUT I WAN' PLAY HIDE AND SEEK, COME ON, MAKE ME 'NOTHER CUT, IF YOU CAN, THEN CATCH, JUST SO YOU WON'T GET MY GUT, UH, I LIKE HIDIN' LIKE AN ASSASSIN VERY MUCH, WHEN I'M SOBER, I DON'T LET ANYONE TOUCH MYSELF, I took a step and walked away from the WALL, Do you hear my steps?... I was so numb that lost touch with REALITY... Self-preservation dulls an' doesn't HELP... I can only trust myself... I can only trust myself... I had no way out, If I didn’t move away from the wall, I would become face down, You pressed me against the wall, YOU'RE MY MAIN FEAR, FUCK YOU, I'M NOT SCARED, I KNOW YOU WAN' TEAR ME APART, BUT MY SHADOW WILL FADE SOONER, ARE YOU MY FIGMENT OF THE IMAGINATION? GIMME MORE PSYCHOLOGICAL PRESSURE, THERE ARE MANY GHOSTS NEXT TO ME AS IN MANSIONS, LOOKIN' BACK, IT'S ONLY USEFUL IF THERE IS A NEED TO CHANGE THE MISTAKES, I LIVE A LUXURIOUS LIFE, IT'S NOT FAKE, MY NIGGA WANNA CHANGE HIS LIFE BUT IT'S TOO LATE, YOU ALL ASK "WHO ARE YOU TALKIN' TO", AND I WILL SAY "TO A FICTITIOUS MATE"... I already chewed the shit a hundred times that you told me, It is meaningless, why did you tell me this? I crawl out of my skin to make money and I do it one hundred percent, I had whiners, and I sent 'em, I'll have no more lives, I WON'T BE ABLE TO SPEND 'EM, I'd whiners, I couldn't stand 'em, I know you wan' end me, NO ONE WILL CHANGE ME...

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JENOVA JACKSON CHASE

" no one will change me" ... Niceee.

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POET UNKNOWN

So nice. Good 👏

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