TAKE IT BACK II
Take your "helping" hand away, Your actions do not match the words you say, You're draggin' me even lower but not helping me to get up, I don't need your useless hand, TAKE IT BACK I already took a real helping hand and it really helped me, I don't care whose it is, even if it's hellish, I got the result, THAT'S ALL I NEEDED, Your words are empty, I'VE NO REASON TO HEED 'EM, Give me one reason to trust you, I have blood loss on my back, so many open wounds, I'm tired, my neck cramps, I'm a tired dog, My thoughts are now filled with fog, It's like I'm dying n' my brain turns off, I’m like a psychopath who cannot discern joy, emptiness or sorrow, I need real help but not from you, It's not up to you to decide what I should do You can't even see how you use me, As soon as I gain hope and a particle of trust, I immediately lose it, You give me false answers and useless help, no point in apologizing, You take people as a resource or a source of profit, you cannot even realize it, Every time I let a new person into my life, It sucks my resources or money, thereby using me, I'm tired of being stuff, No more space for knives in my back, FUCK, I'VE HAD ENOUGH, My body is so weak, THERE IS A CRACK, I FEEL LIKE A CORPSE 'BOUT TO FALL FOREVER AND LIE IN A BODY BAG HUH, I DO NOT NEED YOUR HELP, TAKE IT BACK
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Forgiveness
If it wasn't for you, I would have fought the wall to the pain. If you weren't mine, I'd die every night from losing blood. If it wasn't for your faith, I'd have given up a long time ago. If it were my will, I would stay with you forever. If you'd gone, I'd have been the old emptiness. You would have taken my heart, and instead of it there was an empty aperture. If it wasn't for you, I'd blazed in forgiveness. Would have burned to ashes, until ground, I would have until the last healing.
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Emotions/эмоции
ENGLISH;I am happy, when the sun shines bright and your smile is genuine.I am sad,when the rain pours down and your eyes flood with tears.I am angry,when you lie and are selfish.I am jelous,when you spend your time with everyone but me.I am excited,when I know I have a day ahead with only you.I am worried,when your promises are slipping away from my reach.I am heartbroken,when you prove to me I will forever be alone.I am scared,when my nightmares turn into a reality.I am lonely,when you walk away for good.I am so damaged,when you break my heart over and over again.. I am tired,when I feel all these emotions at once.I feel so alone,that I'm starting to like it that way.I feel too many emotions,and that's what makes me human.I feel things,and that is something I'm not capable of stopping.I am not going to hide away my emotions,because without them I mean nothing,with out them I am nothing. Lillian *Sorry about errors* RUSSIAN; Фамили счастлив, когда ярко светит солнце и "твоя улыбка искренняя". Мне грустно, когда льет дождь, а твои глаза наполняются слезами. Я злюсь, когда ты лжешь и эгоистичен. Я болею, когда ты проводишь время со всеми, кроме меня. Я взволнован, когда я знаю, что у меня впереди только один день. Я волнуюсь, когда твои обещания ускользают от моей досягаемости. Я с разбитым сердцем, когда ты Докажи мне, что я навсегда останусь один. Мне страшно, когда мои кошмары превращаются в реальность. Я одинок, когда ты уходишь навсегда. Я так поврежден, когда ты разбиваешь мне сердце снова и снова .. Я устал , когда я чувствую все эти эмоции одновременно. Я чувствую себя настолько одиноким, что мне это начинает нравиться. Я чувствую многие эмоции, и это то, что делает меня человеком. Я чувствую вещи, и это то, что я Я не собираюсь прятать свои эмоции, потому что без них я ничего не значу. Лилиан и моя дорогая подруга Фиалка Я скучаю по ультрафиолету LILLIAN xx
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