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It's always Jesus
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Does validation have a time limit?
Those were the words uttered to me.
I tried to rock the heels but the rock on my pavement rocked my face,
Tried to sniff the drugs but the cops sniffed the drugs on me,
I tried to watch the R-rated movies but my dad caught me unluckily,
With a straight dead on "grounded"
I tried boyfriends but they called me ugly,
I tried girlfriend but I couldn't keep up with the Versace, Gucci and whatever else mattered to them,
I guess I figured I can finally try me,
But my sea suddenly had a tempest,
Suddenly everything was catching up with me,
I became the prey,
Depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts were my predators ,
I now was in the jungle maximizing on theories such as" survival for the fitest and by all means "
First came th pills and portions,
Then came the injections it hurt so much,
I didn't have anyone I was drowning in zero gravity,
In a bottomless sea,
The spiral of pain had no end,
From life's moments suddenly to life's momentum,
I found a pivotal change,
I found something great, God!
I didn't need validation, now,
He did not give me a time limit,
He was always there from the beginning,
He saw my story as he was the author,
He didn't see me as waste rather as beloved,
He saw my scars but still he called them stars,
He saw the hurt, the darkness, the rejection and the pain lodging in me,
Inspite of it all he said I was priceless,
That no jewel or mineral worth to man, could hold a torch to me.
There and then,
I snapped out of the cage,
I finally mustered courage and went on one knee and said...
"You know am a sinner lord.
I hate sin yet I still leave in it.
I've actually built a house in it. Because faith is something am not accustomed too. Trusting other people is something I don't like to do. I give you everything lord. If you have me I will still come "
It became abnormal for it to be normal,
but he made it all good, With due time.
I don't know what willing happen ,
I don't know what my compass will point to,
but God will be my bearing,
If it's man, validation always has a time limit like a credit card,
If it's God you never have to feel like you need validation.
Because He knew you before you discovered him,
Yet He still called, calls and awaits you in His sanctuary
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Sun
Sunsets with you,
My love ride rough with you,
You are my yin to my yang,
You got me always,
I've never fallen and I'll never fall,
Even if I do I know you are there always to hold me.
Let's share all the sunsets,
Together.
While sipping our lemmonades,
you always sugarcoat the bitter moments.
I don't want forever I just want,
The moment.
I don't know tommorow,
But I know today.
Let's live our yolo,
Stick to our love.
Am your siren your my merman.
I sang you the song that lured you to me,
You danced to my tune.
And forever held my heart
I will always pull you close to me like a magnet.
Because you're the beats of my song.
Without you am lost.
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Mourning.
I am mourning the days,
We never got to spend together,
The hugs you gave me,
The petal soft kisses,
The sweet words that Rival sugar,
The kindred spirit we shared,
The brazen jokes we tossed at each other,
The punches we threw at each other,
The feathery touches you gave me, your rowdiness early morning,
Your awful singing,
Bad pickup lines,
Goodwing man job on dates,
The cheezy moments,
Not forgetting the daring too.
Even the tempest tide will never make forget our memories,
your were the only person able to make me smile like a Cheshire,
And so I'll never forget your husky voice.
As you said "Always love you."
Ride on baby girl because good things are found in the horizon and beyond.
When the sunsets and stars shines,
Reminding me of the good Ole days.
You called me" your lucky star"
And I called you my fucking moon,
You made my planet.
As you sang our parody of twinkle,
Twinkle, Twinkle lucky star,
How you shimmy your twinkle dust,
Dancing graceful with the beats,
Please do say hi to tinkle bell ,
When you see her flying at night,
Dropping all her sparkle with dust. "
Love,
You,
Always,
Memories are meant to be cherished.
You will always be remembered.
A.J
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Shadows
Shadows,
Shadows,
All I see are shadows,
Shadows everywhere,
Where were you?
when the pain was consuming me?
Where?
What were you doing?
Were you just there standing in the corner?
Where were you when I needed you the most?
When life had given me a punch?
When I was cutting myself,
and I had wounds deep that only red was the colour in dominance,
Where?
When I was drinking myself to death,
With the supposedly merlot wine you bought on my birthday!
Why do I only see in my celebrations and not in my near moments of death?
Why are you a friend with different shades?
Why are hues of colour only brilliant on my canvas,
In your moment of need,
Why are you a concerned friend in moments of abundance only,
Or when you are cornered by your desires,
Why truly?
Is it because of the guys I had and you never had?
Is it because I can provide and you are yet to?
Or is it because yesterday I lived your dream,
By getting the job you didn't get?
Or is it because I do not deserve it?
We've been through alot.
It hurts,
it really hurts.
That you saw the pomp and show,
And forgot everything.
I guess loving someone sure does suck.
You remember the lessons we had In archery.
As I taught you saying that
"I wish never to feel the pain of the arrow as it pierces deep within.
Because deep within is where the arrow hold ground and sticks closer to home."
Greater than the greatest tragedy,
Is hurt from A loved one.
I guess people can be shadows,
I guess we lost the realness and genuineness, we had.
You showed me all of it.
All I have now is darkness,
It's consuming me.
Lately I've been thinking that,
Even...
" A white rose has a dark shadow. "
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