It was the end...
Ruqayyah Jkh
It was in broad daylight.. I was shivering with fear.. I was scared of her.. Her reaction, her anger, her bitterness.. I could not knock.. I could not go in.. I was not ready.. I think i would have never ever be ready.. But it was today or never.. It was the opportunity to be seized.. I was brave while being a coward too.. Ever since i feel empty.. Finally empty.. Closure maybe.. But no anger,no longing,no hoping.. Nothing... Just the end of something that never existed.. I am sad.. I am in grief.. I am mourning.. The death of Ru.h.. That's what she used to call me.. I know now where i get the bitterness from.. What has been consuming me.. This will pass with time too.. This new wound.. This final blow.. It was the end of something that never existed.. Which i fantasized a lot.. We never connected.. I was i & she was she.. Doing a kind deed & nothing else.. Today, i was in the office where it all started.. Today, i was in the office where it all ended.. I am sad if that can define what i am feeling.. It was for the best.. We have to bid goodbye sooner or later.. People are temporary,feelings are not... Sadly... This was the end.. The end of us.. Goodbye..
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Madison Tyler
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I saw a dream, and there were you, And there was coldness in your eyes. I wonder what a kind of true Made you become as cold as ice. And later I looked back to get a sense This empty glance was hellish call of past. It used to be a high and strong defense Against the world, the pain and me at last. You looked at me, and peering in your soul, I felt so lonely, as something vital died. And that is what I fear most of all - That nothing gentle will remain inside. Inside of you. Inside of me as well. And nothing will be said to farewell.
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