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Fake smile
They ask me ,"Are you ok?"
But in truth they don't want to hear what I have to say.
So I put up a facade,
like I've been doing for a decade.
I smile through the rain,
I smile through the pain,
And pretends I'm not going insane.
I smile cheerfully,joyfully,
But inside I'm slowly withering.
I feel like I'm choking,
But I've had enough of fighting,
of struggling.
I'm tired of feeling so torpid, so languid.
All I want to do, right now, is sleeping longly and peacefully.
So please don't try to wake me,
It's too late to try to save me.
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Still fighting.
By your side happiness engulfed me,
By your side nothing frightened me.
Always craving for your touch,
Always craving for your skin,
For your lips, for your kiss.
I over looked your flaws,
Refused to acknowledge your faults.
I was so happy I could die,
But then I've realised that you were feeding me lies.
Your words that I used to cherished,
Are now sword against my heart,
Wounding deep,
Hurting hard.
I feel like I've lost the light that used to guide me in the night.
The path ahead seems so dark,
I've already tripped a lot along the way,
I've scratched my knees from the falls,
My feet aching from the walk.
Yet I don't stay on the ground,
I rise up again and again,
Because I know that eventually the
sadness and loneliness will fade away,
And I will no longer be screaming
Mayday!
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Let it rain
Alone she sat under the willow,
Looking around, there was no one else in the meadow.
That is when loneliness hit her like a blow.
Unable to bear it anymore she let out her sorrow, whilst thinking that Man sure is shallow.
Her mind wandered to the time of their first encounter,leaving her with so many wonder.
That is her story,the tale of one wronged by Fate.
She has given so much,done so much,sacrifice so much, all for the sake of the one she thought as her soulmate.
If he had asked, her life she would've readily laid,without any complaints, she wouldn't have hesitate, for she had loved him without any restraints.
But she has realised too late that she was getting played.
No one but herself and the heaven, knows of her pain.
So let it rain,yes let it rain inside her brain,soaking and flooding the last rays of hope that one day,he will turn her way.
Indeed rain, is what she hopes for, asked for.
So let it rain,let it rain inside her heart so that the seeds and the weeds that he has sowed disappears under the weight of her hate,
As she puts her past behind, and bids her lover, her deceiver,adieu à jamais.
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OT7
For a long time,I was lost in a world which I didn't fit in.
I had the impression of sinking,drowning,desperately struggling.
Wandering,roaming around with nowhere to go.
I felt nothing but sorrow.
Who am I?, Who I want to be?, If I die who will miss me?
An empty shell, a souless being, without anything to hold onto, until the day I met You.
I didn't understand.
How could You keep your smile? How could You act as if You were fine?
How could You still shine,when so many were trying to dull your light.
You are so bright and loving You feels so right,
that I just want to hold You tight.
You taught me to love myself.
You taught me how to shine, how to treasure what's mine,how to aim for far beyond the sky, how to smile even when others just want to see me cry.
I will never back down,
I will walk with my chin high,
And will face, every fights,
For I have You by my side,
You, whose light shine bright even in the darkest nights.
And that is why, You are my dearest till the end of times.
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At night
No one knows that it is at night,when everything falls into the embrace of darkness, when there is such silence and stillness that time seems to have stopped,that I can really be myself. It's at the time when some are lost in their dreams and others in their nightmares that my mind is flooded by worries,by sadness,by loneliness.
I wonder about the sky,about the past,the present and the future, I wonder about my life and even my death. And often, when the walls of my mind are not strong enough to bear the overflow of my feelings,they force their way into
the garden of my heart, destroying the beautiful flowers that I've been growing.The sight of my ravaged garden,bringing me such sorrow that I'm unable to stop the tears from escaping my eyes.
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Longing
Years I will wait,for i believe in faith.
My love for you that will never fade,one day you hope you claim.
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Amore
Meeting you in the darkness of the night, I felt attracted to you as a moth to the light. Your eyes shining so bright, you made me lose my will to fight.So helpless and hopeless when you are out of sight.Darling I will love you with all my might.
By your side I will stand till the end of times.
Next to you, I will be through the thick, through the thin, through the pain, through the rain.
I will be you sword, I will be your shield, even if it means losing my wings.
I will do everything for us to be together even if it means facing my frights, cause when i'm in your arms, everything just feels so right.
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