Pretend lies
We are friends,I don't want too ruin that friendship.I shouldn't love you,its wrong, its utterly selfish.I can't stop looking at you,for years I have pretended too hate you.You had feelings for me,but I didn't want too date you.I wanted to be with you more than anything,but I couldnt let this secret out.You don't know,how much my heart aches for you.I love them both,but I love the one I cant have the most.she would never forgive me if I told her,but she will never know.she asked me if I have ever lied too her today,my heart lies everyday because deep down I love you, but you could never love me.
Lillian xx
07.04.2020
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