AM HAPPY
            
            I'm only happy when it rains 
without a cloud in the sky 
I'm only happy in these chains 
all that I can do is cry 
I'm only happy when I bleed 
it let's me know I'm alive 
I'm only happy when I need 
just myself to survive 
I'm only happy when I dream 
of my long lost love 
I'm only happy when I scream 
at the Heavens above 
I'm only happy when I'm alone 
at war with my brain 
I'm only happy when I've known 
that life is just pain 
I'm only happy when I'm lost 
and I can't find my way 
I'm only happy when I've crossed 
the path of disarray 
I'm only happy when I see 
death is my way out 
I know I'll be free 
I have no doubt 
I'm only happy when I'm told 
that I've gone insane 
I'm only happy when I hold 
all these thoughts in my brain 
I'm only happy when I sleep 
and go out of my mind 
I'm only happy when I'm in too deep 
I'm only happy when it's me you cannot find
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