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            Nicotine
        
        Take a hit 
To feel free
Like a bird on lifted wings 
The buzz comes 
In a second
You won't feel a thing
Do it again
Again
Again...
For I just don't wanna feel a thing
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        Mirrors
        
        Look in the mirror 
What do you see 
Do you recognize? What can it be?
A transparent ghost or beautiful being?
Is that possible that it could be me?
I barely recognize the sad grey eyes the soft pink lips and porcelain skin
The hollow collarbones and fragile hands that reflect something out of control
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        Lost
        
        This morning when I looked in the mirror I noticed 
My body becoming more transparent I fear 
My hand! It just went through my ear
I go to school and get to first block 
I wait for the teacher tic Tok tic Tok 
Everyone shows up to class 
We stand for the pledge 
I wave at the teacher but she walks right on ahead 
Why can't they see me? Is this all in my head? If I'm in a dream then wake me up.
I rush to the door only to find I can't open it anymore
My hand goes through and so does my arm so I walk through I don't care anymore
The bathroom mirror shows and outline 
Of what I used to be 
I'm loosing myself that's all it is for me
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        IDK
        
        It started out a simple day 
No one knew it would turn so grey
I went to school like I should 
Pay attention to me 
No one would 
Do the work turn it in 
Pass this grade I know you can
My stomach rumbles 
Drink some water so no one hears
I'm screaming inside my head 
One more hour and you can go home 
Lay in your bed 
Think the day through
All the thoughts come rushing  
I can't stop them from pouring in 
"Look in the mirror you fat ugly hoe"
"Your not worth it"
"Look at those thighs, how can you live with that?"
My hands are shaking 
I look for my blade 
The only thing that comforts me in this rage
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        Goodbye
        
        Goodbyes are always hard
The broken hearts
The tears shed and words left unsaid 
Goodbye are always hard 
That steal wishes and kisses
And tear loved ones apart
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        Fly away
        
        Sometimes I feel like a bird 
Ready to take flight at a moment's notice 
But never to forget why I was there
If you see me 
A plain black sparrow 
Flying away from all the 
Dangers 
Some days I Imagine myself
Growing wings to match my heart
If you see a plain black sparrow 
Sitting on a grave know that's me 
Take a moment to look and appreciate
 what the world has given to you.
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        Live
        
        Live one day at a time. 
Even if it means to die. 
Live in the new.  
Die in the old. 
Live one day at a time. 
Even if it means to die.
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        Miss you
        
        I miss you 
It hurts so bad
You tried to help me
I pushed you away 
I am sorry for what I did. 
I love you 
And that's all that
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        Paint
        
        I paint a picture of 
Pain and beauty 
The canvas my skin
The paint brush my knife
I cover the beauty in pain
The beauty is pain
The scars I hide 
Are mine to keep
For you to know 
Is up to you 
For I paint a picture of pain and beauty 
That kills me slowly
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        Love and hate
        
        Love and hate are strong words
They go together 
If you love you also hate 
It's like Yin and Yang 
Evil in good and good in evil
I love someone and hate someone 
Love can mean a lot of things
Hate also has many different character
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        Heart beat
        
        Can you here my heart beat?
It beats for you.
Listen close
For it beats faintly.
With all the cuts
It still beats for you. 
Beats with you.
Can you hear my heart beat?
Hold on to it closely 
For it wants to stop. 
Stop for me not you. 
Don't you hear my heart beat now?
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        Rain
        
        Rain Rain go away 
Go to a place than needs you too stay
Rain Rain go away
I will know you some other day 
Rain Rain go away
Be back again so we can play 
Rain Rain go away 
But I would love you to stay
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        Reasons
        
        You be the reason someone smiles.               
You be the reason someone laughs.              
You be the reason someone has a good day.
You be the reason someone lives.                 
You be the reason you are who you are.
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        Ghost
        
        I heard you died
Told me to love
Told me to live with out you
I thought you were moving 
Just meant you were going to die
I sit by you every day and night
Try to wipe the tears off your cheeks
But now I realise I an a
Ghost
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