To God

Catastrophe

People run, People ignore me, Thay act like i dont exist... What i have done? Why they are doing this? They all are now in my black list. They all Broke my heart And now it hurts very much. Cant realize what i have done? To deserve it... It was hard, The most difficult part, But it helped me to create art... I used it for me... I fell apart. Now i need a fresh restart. I was dumb, But now i am very smart. It was the last straw. I will never lose again. I was in love, But i never loved myself I was in church And i felt so much pain... I need a god And his forgiveness Im sorry, my sins were mad Please heal my illness. Please make me happy! I need to be happy! I want to be happy! Im begging you... Bring a person in my life You can change it My back was knifed But i will let him to change it. God please i need you To save me... Help me to find myself And be happy.

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The girl that questions everything,is a girl that needs many answers.She wanders the earth trying to find the person that can answer her many queries.Everthing she writes has a hidden question that makes her heart ache and her head hurt.She spends days writing sad story's that she forgets her sad life.Shes in a painful story that never ends,she's in a story that writes itself.The pages in the book were filled ever so easy,because her heart wrote it for her.She spent her life being afraid,that's what made it so boring.Finding her passion was easy,but fulfilling it was the hardest part of all.Her writing may be boring and sad,but it's what keeps her sane. "She had all the questions in the word,and he had all the answers." Lillian xx

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