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butterflies.
the butterflies in my stomach
made me write
write how it makes me feel
when you look at me
when you smile at seeing me
when you laugh
when you give me that smirk
when our hands accidentaly touch
and it makes you smile.
and since I can't word it better
than the lyrics of a song
you don't give me butterflies,
you give me the whole damn zoo.
You were the "hot" boy at school
who I thought was out of reach.
The tall guy with the blue eyes.
Now I lie here in bed
wondering how on earth
I ended up in your arms.
Thank you
for reminding me
what butterflies feel like.
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how.
how do you tell your parents?
that your not fine
even when you say you are
how do you tell them,
that you can't sleep
without waking up every 2 hours.
how do you tell them
without breaking their heart,
that sometimes
you fail to see a reason in life.
they raised you.
loved you.
cared for you.
But now, tell me please,
how do I tell them
that the pain
is making me wish
that I never existed.
how?
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forever.
When you lose someone
who is your entire universe
Be it friend or lover
Then it hits you.
The chances you didn't take.
the things you didn't say
the things you didn't do
the love you forgot to show.
The truth is
You may think you have forever.
But you don't.
You never do.
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kids.
Remember?
When we were kids?
Running around the block.
Playing Hide and Seek.
Laughing.
Screaming.
Do you ever think about that time
And it's all blurry in your mind
The girl who was running around
Playing hide and seek.
Laughing with the kids next door.
The girl who ran to mommy
when her only pain
was in that knee she fell on.
We all ran to mommy
Didn't we?
We all knew who to run to.
Mommy.
Mommy could always help.
This girl wishes
to have that pain back
because the pain now.
the emotional pain.
Is worse.
Much worse.
And even Mommy can't help.
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underneath.
Isn't it funny.
Parents.
Grandparents.
Teachers.
Even society in itself.
They taught us everything.
But who will teach us...
how to deal with our thoughts
with anxiety
with depression
Has anyone ever taught you that?
When you're asked how you're doing
What do you reply?
Fine.
It's always fine.
Everybody believes you.
Don't they?
It's the mask you're wearing.
The crazy, funny girl.
The one that always laughs.
The tough one.
Nobody even bothers to look underneath.
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