My hero.
Empty
Out of place
End of interrogation.
All ends.
Fear of losing it.
Luke.
Samantha.
Exchange of looks.
You look at the stars that I look at you.
Brayan.
Dad, who are you?
Show.
Dad, who are you?
It's been two months and after that night at the party of his brother Mark, I have not seen him ..
I heard from Sam that he had left again and would be back today.

Of Mychol? No news.
I also left him with various voicemail messages, but nothing, he did not show up.
***
Today, Sam is dining at his aunt's house for the arrival of Brayan.
He invited me and I, in all sincerity, did not have to repeat it twice.
I have the opportunity to see him again, after two months. Why lose it?

For the event I put a blue jeans with a white flowered shirt. A nice thing.
The white nike and hair gathered in an almost perfect tail.
A thread of mascara and nothing else.
I call Sam to tell her I'm ready.
* on call *
Sam: Have you already done it ?!
Me: Well, yes .. Why? It is early?
Sam: Nono, you're perfectly on time ... That's what scares me, it's not from you "
-Rido.-
Sam: I'm there in five minutes. "
We say goodbye and break away.
* end of call *
I take a purse, I put the phone and the copy of keys I have inside and put it on my shoulder.
I descend the stairs and greet Sara and George warning them that I will not be there for lunch.
Let's talk a bit and after a few minutes Sam rings the horn making me realize he's out.
I greet mine and go out.
I put myself in the car and without realizing it, while we talk about this and that, I notice that we have already arrived.
I get out, I wait for Sam to close the car and head for the entrance, where Mark and Brayan's mom opens earlier than expected.
- he will have seen from the window - I think.
We cordially greet the woman who invites us to enter.
Mark grimaces me and I change, now no longer hate ... But a relationship based on continuous jokes and teasing.
I do not mind.
While I wait for the arrival in Brayan's kitchen, on the threshold of the door I notice another man.
It's from behind but I do not know what it's like.
Brown hair, tall with broad shoulders.
He wears a blue shirt and gray trousers with Hogan on his feet. The more I fix it, the more I can not understand who it looks like.

Then he turns around.

I look away and open my lips forming a perfect "o".
I notice his expression as equally surprised.

I jump up from the chair and a flash of anger runs through my eyes.

He makes to approach without saying anything.
One step closer.
Yet another and I burst out shouting "stay away from me."
My hands clench their fists.
X: Vyolet "
Me: Do not say my name "
Yet another step towards me "YOU DO NOT NEED TO APPROACH"
Me: What the hell are you doing here? "

Sam: Vy, he's my uncle ... Mark's father ... Do you know each other? "he asks me worried.
I laugh spontaneously. - "tell him dad, do we know each other?"

Mark: 'daddy' thing? "

My father does not say a word.
There, still watching me with an almost sorry expression.
I notice the necklace dangling over the shirt.
He notices that I'm staring and tries to put it inside. Too late.
I recognized those two pendants.
One had his mother, one has Mychol, the other me.
I'm wearing it right now.
Involuntarily I touch him. Those pendants were only three.
Three pieces of a puzzle.
Mum had bought them for her, me and my brother.
Only we had them.
If I had it around my neck .. And he had two ... What the hell ...
I can not connect my thoughts, I can not rearrange my intuitions, failing so, to come to a conclusion.
How do you get those pendants?
The last time I saw Mychol, he had it around his neck.
While I was watching her swallow the pills when I watched her, the night before she committed suicide, I remember her neck.
The dressing gown made it visible.

Me: why do you have them? "
Everything has become a big mess.
My question has not been answered.
Then suddenly ..
Me: Mom that pendant had it the night before the suicide. "-" GLIEL'HO VISTO ABOUT ME, I REMEMBER "
I screamed..
A tear has streaked my face .. Then lowering the head I crept aloud "maybe it was not a suicide .."
Not even now I got an answer.
I raised my head to look him in the eye.
I can not see anything. His eyes are empty.
I approach him and with a hoarse voice I can say "you killed your mother" ..
Unexpectedly nods.
I fall to the ground and Sam approaches.
I put it away with my hand and then I turn to my father. "What did you do to Mychol?"
After a few seconds he answered ..
X: He did not want to listen to me "
I got up and I shouted as loud as I could "COSA.GLI.HAI.FATTO."
I see his face full of tears.

I do not believe it.
That's why I had no more news from him.
I can not believe it.
He put us in the world, he ruined our lives and then he killed us.
To my brother physically, to me inside.
I feel dead, I feel that nothing is more alive within me.
© Antih Anto,
книга «The madness of a moment».
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