HEALING
Time heals all wounds so they say
Day in day out
I wake up in the hopes that
Maybe ,just maybe one day I will wake up
and feel no sadness or pain that
You left.
Healing, when will I heal?, I ask myself
If time really heals, why hasn't time nursed my wounds, its been long.
It took hurting and crying myself to sleep ,to realize that healing does not happen overnight,after the heart break that you left me in
Healing, what really is healing?
To say I have forgotten you
Would be a white lie, to say I have totally healed would also mean the same but through it all I have realized that,
Healing for me is waking up without the bitterness that you left me
Out of the blue, it is accepting the fact that we were toxic for each other.
Healing is admitting that no matter how I tried, how we tried to hold on
we were never meant for
"happily ever after "in the first place
It is accepting that you have moved on with another .
Healing are those baby steps that
I am making everyday to be content
With myself and to accept that I was always and always good enough .
It is being able to spend days, weeks without thinking about you ,
About what could have ,should have
Happened and just letting it all go.
Day in, day out am healing,
Am learning to be okay with my scars, no more hiding them,
It is evidence that am human after all.
Healing, healing what really is healing?
Healing is accepting that you were
Never my Romeo and I was never your
Juliet either , It is laughing through the pain.
Healing is waking up with a new ray of hope that the one for me,my prince charming will come and it will just feel right .
Healing for me is a process,
It's happening gradually
So in the end time doesn't heal all wounds, it is what you do with the time that heals.
I am healing each and every single day, allowing my heart to feel it all, the pain and the happiness, with the faith that my true love will find its way home to me.
Till then,am still HEALING.
2020-04-20 02:27:49
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