PRE-DEATH
EVERY NIGHT I TRY TO SLEEP,
MY SOUL BLEEDS AND ALL TEARS DRIPS,
MY SOUL IS BLEEDING AND TEARS
ARE FALLING BEHIND ITS DROPS OF BLOOD.
WILL I EVER BE ABLE TO SLEEP EVEN FOR A SECOND?
OR WILL I STILL BE SOUR WITH MY SO DEPRESSED DEMON?
I FEEL LIKE A SQUEEZED ORANGE,
MY SOUL'S STATUS IS GARBAGE.
Feeling like I'm in a pre-death,
The ceiling is all I see when I'm in bed,
I still wonder at the existence of my breath,
It seems to me that all the tears I've 'lready bled...
I'M PARALYZED IN SHOCK FROM MY HELPLESSNESS,
I AIN'T GIVE A FUCK AT ALL, I'M ROTTIN' IN THE NOTHINGNESS,
I TURNED TO DUST IN MY OWN FUCKIN' SELFISHNESS,
I FEEL LIKE I'M NAILED TO THE BED, UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING...
2021-04-16 05:07:30
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