I CAN'T BE MENTALLY STABLE
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I KILL WITH THE SCALE OF THE PLAGUE, I'M UNPREDICTABLE AND CAN'T GIVE MY PLANS A TAG, FEELING LONELY CORRODES FROM THE INSIDE, I keep the pace of profit and I increase it, I set the bar and had to keep it under control and not let go, I went crazy with that, I gave myself the word that I'll continue until my head falls, In extreme cases, recharge is acceptable, The only stop lever was my soul, The only thing that kept patience was the result, I'm crazy and it is my fault, I don't need any regrets, I told you just leave me alone, AIN'T COME TO ME, THE REASON AIN'T EVEN IN TONE, The reason is my MIND IS GONE... For me it is a chagrin to realize that I can’t be restrained, But for me it's the norm when I'm crazy, I wanted cruelty not to reach my heart through veins, I know that everyone hates what I do, so I do not ask you to rate it, Anyway you'll keep hatin', My time is finite and I don't want to waste it, I don't have an endless life, SO I DON'T KEEP WAITIN', Money comes from labor, I have no friends, the second personality is my neighbor, I said I won’t stop killing, even under the threat of war, I got my whole back in scars, And a few more in my heart... You can’t help me with anything, you don’t have access to my soul, Believe me, you won’t help me between you and my inner world big wall, I'm just drinkin' wine and tryna patch a hole, Now, finding myself is my main goal, Ain't get close to me, bitch, I have coal instead of my heart, Come to me an' get a split heart in parts, I keep my image and don't lose, I am strong in spirit I don't need a truce, I ACCEPTED THE CHALLENGE OF LIFE AND DID NOT REFUSE... I can't be mentally stable, So just leave me alone...
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