Why Can't I

Kayla Faith

Why can’t I love myself the way others say they do? Why can’t I just move on from my past? Why can’t I feel loved like I used to? I brought this upon myself. I have to live with the consequences of my actions, or lack of. I have to live with this hate that I feel for myself. I did this. I let this happen. There’s nothing I can do or say to try and fix things. It’s not as easy as you think for me to move on from this past which haunts. It tears me to pieces everyday. There not a day that goes by where I don’t hurt, hate, and die inside. I can’t love myself because I didn’t love you the way I should have. I should have loved you better. And I’m sorry for what I did to you. But no amount of sorry will fix what I’ve done. So I’ll go now, I’ll take my leave. You won’t have to worry about me. I’ll be gone and I won’t be missed, for I have sinned beyond dismiss.

2018-10-04 22:40:24

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I Saw a Dream

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I saw a dream, and there were you, And there was coldness in your eyes. I wonder what a kind of true Made you become as cold as ice. And later I looked back to get a sense This empty glance was hellish call of past. It used to be a high and strong defense Against the world, the pain and me at last. You looked at me, and peering in your soul, I felt so lonely, as something vital died. And that is what I fear most of all - That nothing gentle will remain inside. Inside of you. Inside of me as well. And nothing will be said to farewell.

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