The Truth
Heart clenching. Breath shortening. I hear your voice and my hatred boils.  I know its wrong. I know your human. But all I see, all I hear. Is the rage bubbling up inside me. Threatening to explode.  You hurt me.  You broke my esteem. As you taunted and mocked me  For all to see. I wanted revenge.  I wanted you to see. Just how much pain Swelled up inside me. But than it happened.  I saw the truth. The broken little girl lying on the walk Huddled in a ball as those she loved hurled insult after insult down from above. I saw the truth and it was you. Tears streaming , bruised and broken.   she gazed up at me wondering, asking  what would I do. That was the day I realized. The day I learned that everyday you hit me, Everyday you made my life hell. You yourself were going through something similar. No it doesn't escuse your actions. Yet as I stood there. Staring down at this broken little girl I realized.  My anger had evaporated.  Replaced instead with sadness and love as  My eyes were finally opened, and I saw you for who you really are. A Daughter of God in need of love.  Hand outstretched a gentle smile. That was the day I opened my heart with love and forgiveness, and made a new friend. 
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