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To whom it may concern, don't let poverty make you settle for a person you don't love.
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“You cheat on me, I stay because I know the plans I have for you, Plans to harm you and destroy you"
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HeartAche
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It all started in 2016 , i wasn't sure about it, coz i was just from my 3 years relationship. I gave it a chance on 2017. I was so in love with the guy, Everything was Okay .
Things started to be messy 2018 around October . My family saw that i wasn't Okay. I kept things to myself, I was broken , because i just got told that " There's no chemistry between us "
Mind you i was so in love with him, Guy used that line just to break up with me, long story short he was dating someone else, i kept on texting him, hoping that one day we will fix things. Guy was in love with his "New Girlfriend". I didn't even tell my friends about the "Break up" it was only me who knew what was going on. Guy posted pictures of his new "Girl Friend" on WhatsApp. He only texted me when he was in need of something "Airtime Or Money " . I kept on sending those thinking that maybe he'll come back to me. On 24th of December 2018 (My BIRTHDAY), He didn't even wish me a happy birthday. I was hurt , my family again realized that i wasn't happy , It so unlike me to be sad on my birthday and i told them that i was "Okay" . On the 1st of January 2019 at 00:01 am i texted him a big paragraph wished him a "Happy New Year" he texted back "Happy New Year " just like that. I was Very HURT, I cried , My Family was outside celebrating and i locked myself in my room. Tears were falling down and i prayed about all my problems. Then i slept like a baby. Time went by , and i was still hurt, i invested so much on that RELATIONSHIP.
I could laugh and still remember i got dumped and my heart will beat so fast. One day i went to buy airtime, so that i can log in on WhatsApp, i saw a picture of Guy and the "New Girlfriend " captioned " I wanna focus on my studies and to love you and only you" . Tears were falling down. I texted him and he said " it's not what i think it is.
Days went by, i wanted to study so hard ,to keep my pain away, that's the only thing i do when I'm heartbroken. I went to klerksdorp and Johannesburg to find a place to stay and study and i didn't get any space there. Then i said lemme wait for June. My BEST FRIEND suggested that i should go to Kuruman, i went there. And when i packed my bags i told myself that I'm done with him, lemme just move on " secretly " plus we've just fixed things with the Guy. I started keeping distance. He asked if I'm Okay, then i said "Yeah" . He called me saying " i don't text him" ...i said I'm busy with my assignments.
To be continued.
By Dineo Mohalalelo
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