Never enough
I'm sorry im not the daughter you want me too be,I'm sorry I'm not perfect.I'm always compared too my siblings,because they're perfect and I'm not.I know you would say don't listen too them,but I don't want don't want too dissapoint my parents.I want too make them proud,but nothing will ever be enough.An A,you can do better.An A+,you took too long.My older brother,left because he was tired of trying,of being a robot.Its as if my life was planned out,before I was born,my job my marriage my wealth.Its so hard too live up too what they want,as their expectations are too high .Whenever I get so close,I always fall back down again.Im a dissapointment,I am a mistake.So here I am with my brother,as he secretly knows,nothing will ever be enough for them too love me.A mothers bond should be infinite,but my mothers love runs on expectation.
Lillian xx
2020-04-14 10:11:43
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