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            Wars because of your toxic words
        
        Wars in my chest 
Calling the doom to bring it roots 
Roots could be found 
Just when the heart starts its way to drop blood 
Lone in the night 
Hearing the sounds of my deepest teen memories
Lot of my hands 
Lot of my finger tips 
Are bleeding so much more 
From the lies that you'd drop
My real pain is here to make me fall 
Fall all apart till my skies get to be a cloud
Rights and duties
Lovers and enemies
Heaven bring it melodies 
To my castle
To my chest
All over lone 
Calling for the doom 
Wicked all inside 
But my core is getting white
Glasses had shattered 
The pictures of my life 
So dark it becomed 
Like a shallow rain
Rain and wind had bring out my fear away 
Rain and poison were your empty root
Toxic words 
Had poisonated all my rule
I've became so dirty 
Till I have no right to look up 
Sorry 
Sorry
Head up
Of the story
Grace had closed up all its doors
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        i am here to clear all the mess that my heart leaves 
i was not strong enough 
to heale my broken bones 
it was for me to start a life 
but sadly i choosed to stay locked 
in the blessed months i cried 
in the choas of my mess that seemed to be so bright 
i closed my doors 
wished for the light to bring me home 
but sadly i was just a lost faded soul 
that wanted to fly so high 
i was not so lost but ive losed all the games to save my own 
living like a waste 
wanting to get the grace 
to ended up all those lies 
toxic lies .. hearing voices 
beleiving ....
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        Make me strong again
        
        Stray , astray should I keep my dreams forward 
Loved , 
to be loved you must give some sacrifices 
I've losted my soul 
When I losted your contentment 
Your lights 
Went so far 
From my fatal rears so long
I've cried that night 
I dropped my fears along
 the ones who make me fall
So tacky on my ground
Mercy , mercy
Have it on me
You are my Lord 
The one who will never hate me 
The one who may never repulse my calls 
Remission, remissions 
I'm the sinner who deserves 
The life had tricked up your needy slave a lot 
M'y God forgives me 
All I need is your hopes 
My God enhance the faith of my spirit 
I'll pray this night 
The whole 
Till Dawn  
Your lights are always where I can seem to fade 
Your forgiveness is all I need after I repent 
Your words just always make me so strong away !
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        To who I was
        
        Not the same of yesterday 
Not the same of all the time 
Just a new version of life 
Having visions to be satisfied 
Hoping the doom to get its own path 
Far away from our fatal lives 
Sorrow won't leave me alone 
Pain won't give me a chance to sacrifice ...💔
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        Written for the future YOU
        
        I've always imagined your fair hair and ur veins  that make ur arms look so good 
I've always imagined how u could look at me like nobody else 
It felt like it's the first time that anyone ever can see me or notice my existing , even though that feeling was no more than an imagination ..
Your smile that soft one that u give and it makes me warm and powerful at the end of a long day ,  and your acts and manners that always make me feel lucky but just looking at u , just by seeing how much I do mean for you !, 
I've always made our conversation (you can say that every small words had been spoken since a long time ago ) that made our strong , honest , and atypical  relationships  it's like we were made for each other , it's like noone can even doubt on our love
When we talk the world get constant , nothing but our wise deep talk , 
It's the most enjoyable things I may ever had , 
But will those thoughts became a true or just an illusion for me to go through will u ever exist to read those words , or I'll keep on dreaming till the day I'll be taking by God , 
Will we ever be that great words that I just wrote , or we are nothing more than a story that had been written by my cursed brain , those toxic pink world keep on visiting my black wild dorm , all I may tell is pls come in , I've been waiting you to show up since the day I realize that life is nothing more moments shared by loved people . If u will get the chance to read those lines make sure that I'll be always her to make ur laughs so loud ! 
Make sure that you are lucky too for having someone who wrote for someone that still doesn't exist but it may do it may don't (idiot but so fun) 
But the faith inside my heart keep on telling me that u are no more far , I've believed and I've trusted now everything is for God to decide
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        Strong girl
        
        In a small town
 a strong woman had started her life 
The joy was her best mate
Till she mate 
The one who lets her down ! 
So wan she became 
No joy no words to say
So brave so good she was 
She fighted all who lies 
And she gave her heart for once 
But sadly 
Her heart meant to  bleed 
She wrote all her life but she erased the happy side 
And finally she decided to get up from the ground to erase that bad place that exists in her own mind 
No more mates , no more laughthats what she decided
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        Wan souls (2)
        
        My conscience stendeth asking  my joyful fate 
How 
Right 
Cold 
Heartless 
Did she became 
Wan girl is me,  I've wrote a line on The wall
I've said too much 
But never I did define 
That all I was:  is an unhappy lone story 
Making joy beyond my selfish bright  Jewelery
But I turned to be weary worn and wan 
The wrath inside my core 
 surly belonged to the wasted souls  who had missed being home
Those who never returned to their bones 
They  gave me  
A lesson with a golden pillar made of stone 
it was just for me
Noone could deny what I had that  sound  
It's hard to keep on being the same 
But never so harsh to save  the peril of your best lives  
We are all wan
But saldy we are blind to see that languid case 
Have faith 
Gave mercy 
Erase the rage 
And live strongly
As a strong wan human being
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        Cold july
        
        Cold july has bring my tears on. 
My wildest fears Become my Joy roots. 
The skies had left me lonly 
And my stitches wont stop bleeding soon 
The scars made by the memory had took all my wealth  destiny 
Frozen  wind make my core shake its sins
The fatal soul inside me had took all my pains. 
The ones which were stoken there where I run the most I can  
Is it OKEY to show weakness 
Is it alright to share my heartless words
I May be the only one who talked to the White moon 
Im filfuling my stories in that cold july
Where my life had been ruined 
Where i cant care anymore 
Were u here to hold me 
Were u even near my doom
Where would i find me 
When Its  all ruinee inside me 
I'll pray for myself to night 
I Will pray to get off that coldness inside
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        Is that happyness ?
        
        Birds could sing 
When the day is so blue 
They won't fly 
They will just get blue 
Red so far 
Till they make some glow 
Happy life would be found 
Just besides those pink clouds
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        The destruction
        
        I've seen your blood 
And it hurted my  eye 
I've seen your tears 
And I felt the sorrow inside 
I've seen your scars  
The ones that had been drawn  when you lost your dad  
The doom is near , be brave to die 
The lights won't shine your faithless heart  
Wars had all chased my butterflies 
I'm in my choas waiting till dusk 
The dust of my wood had made  the stars 
, which  shine so bright in that darkest time 
My kid is dead ,
We will meet at Grace
, my wounded pieces belong to the roots of my pains 
Where the epochs had no more throne no more servitude 
The crown was hope , was to be a virtuous
But now all the choas had turned the lights off ,
my kingdom is so meekness now 
All its fences are unlocked , destroyed till  Dawn
Renains are
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        I'm the one to blame
        
        In an early quiet night
Some thoughts had just crossed the mind 
How can a child carry pain ?
How can pain be that much harsh ? 
While just seeking the stars 
I've found that I'm the one who must be blamed 
Instead of changing a life 
I'm just sitting wondering
How can pain be that much hard ? 
Looking at the wars 
Seeing that bloody love
Looking at the prettiest faces in this worldly life 
How could the skies earn that darkie lives ? 
How could the sea bring that much fear ? 
Bring that much fear to the youth's cores 
Losing a lover , digging a mother 
Souls are in rest 
Places were just lefted
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        The body of the past
        
        For the rights of my pride 
I give all my crimes 
That Stole who I'm
Which change the good inside 
Let's bring the fear behind 
Sing to erase the tears down  
Make the dead memory alive again
Where we killed it once upon time 
Changed mind 
Can give all the life it sense 
Do we know that life envolve 
The conscience get to be told 
While the mature soul 
Sing along to the epic times !
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        Truly are
        
        No-one does apperciat my life , noone does make me strong at my weakest time 
Something wrong is dragging me all inside , nothing goes with the streams of my eyes I'll never be the one who acts so bright 
I'll prefer to be the mean while hiding inside 
My onliness had bring my joy alive
Isolated Me had took all the sorrow of my eyes 
Never be scared from losing who were once upon time the whole of ur was , just fret up when you get no beasts inside,  just yell when you lost who you truly are
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        Fallen paper
        
        Paper had felt on my ground the day we said goodbye 
It was fate for me when our story had been erased by the wafts of our history 
, moons and stars had took us to our destiny while the desires kept on a defield core had bring out all my worries 
Wasn't it hard for you ? 
Wasn't it cold to you to break your Happy involving lot 
Can you hear me? 
If you do hear my screams 
Then just wrap yourself in my streams 
...
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        Evil violin
        
        I've plaid with my violin 
The sadness of my heart
I've raised up all my power 
So my fiddle will beat hard 
I've learned by heart all the hymen of satan
So sad
So lonely
Wicked souls had
Dark blood plaid
With that broken arm
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        Wan girl (1)
        
        Stubborn mind took me for a walk  the pillar of my conscience stendeth asking for my pride
The skies were so worn
My lips went white 
I've felt so faint
Looking to my feeble heart 
It looks like an obsequies so far 
Your love was trackless 
It makes me fall apart
I wish we had ever been
But wrongly we had never had a start
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        Birds sing our songs
        
        The birds are in the skies singing their favourite songs
While , we are here in the ground
Making our bones shake like stones 
Could the birds sing to us ?
Their own country songs 
So we can hear them with thier light 
That lights our dorms 
I'm singing here for all the souls 
That left the ground and flight high 
So deep are they in this wood 
To fly far in the sky
Will they reach someday the grace 
And how would thier end , ended like !
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        Hidden
        
        I'm the night beside the moon 
I'm the cloud who never rain 
The rainbow of mine is always gray
And the water of my eye will never drow 
The tree of my heart will never grow living to die is all I want
Wanting the bridge to reach the goals 
I'm the night in the wild Strom 
The poor inside will never reach home
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        If YOU
        
        If you love me 
Just tell me 
If you care about me 
Then hold me 
If you miss me 
Why won't you call me 
If you want me 
Fight to get me 
If you need me 
Then just leave me
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        Une parole
        
        On dirait parfois que notre vouloir ne sera jamais là pour nous lorsque on perdre notre pouvoir
Ça sera un peu dure de prendre quelque douleurs qui se contiennent et notre passé..
Les douleurs qui vont rester gravées dans notre seul chambre qui se représente en disant qu'elle est la chambre de nos rêves c'est là où on peut ressentir l'existence de dieu
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        Harsh times
        
        My winds had been token 
By the ghost of souls 
He makes me lonely 
No way to sort 
I've always been dry 
Till my softness explored inside 
I've always seem stronger 
Till my my weakness had wrote the  hymn of its painful wound
Is it worthy to be honest ?
Is it bad to restart a life ?
I'm asking for who can make me higher 
I'm asking for who may treat me as a flier 
While I'm still grumping so tight , missing the clouds and wishing for  Grace 
I'm only a dream fighter who may never reach its aim 
Just setting on fire all what may be close 
My loneliness had took my spirit while my youth had just born , and my heart had never been hired all what he can see is dark ..
I'm so yield , the ground had turned black and all I can see is  humbled plode that took the breath and ask for the decline
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        Never so pure
        
        Ash , ash I'm a criminal 
Who stands 
Ash , ash just inside your heart 
Why would i even care ?
Isn't being strong just a cure 
Ash , ash go back home 
Ash , ash and listen to my bad words 
Am i so rude tonight ? 
Noone can be surprised !
Ash , ash let's be so nice 
Ash , ash you cannot stand by
The one who burned you that time 
When you were so old inside 
Ash, ash look what we are 
Ash ,ash never surprised 
I've told him once before 
That this life won't be full of grief 
Ash ,ash had never been mine 
All i was is just a broken glass 
That give a shine for all 
The reflecting light behind 
Ash , ash why life had become 
Ash, ash dirty more than those stone 
Aren't we the one who decided that this won't happen never again 
Ash ,ash i fired my time 
Ash , ash could i just escape the fate the times and the walls 
Am i the only line ! 
Ash ,ash wasn't we so pure 
Ash ,ash why are we so grey 
From the ash that your eyes had dropped when your greed had all deny .
Why were u so surprised 
Aren't we freak 
Me and my soul 
Dancing for tricks 
To heal out my bones 
Aren't the lights so pure to deny the sins of my life , 
The one who can forgive the brevity of my eyes
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        Baby cry loudly
        
        Baby i will cry drop it tonight no one  would care but i'll understand  how many creepy eyes in the sky how many ugly in a winsome life how many words could survive in this lie nothing can say but u baby girl .
Asked u checked u will never count u look so  free in ur small little mind baby i'll carry ur dreams tonight lets cry and have a warm twilight living with nothing could always make a start baby girl i know you are someone with a start ! Baby girl i will see u a star just when u close ur open eye i will never give someone its bright keeping it for u in a the safest  inside  ,i know you r so dark inside baby dont worry i will keep u bright ,baby i know u are in a choas ,baby girl i feel that ur heart  will never cry innocent u who makes fall apart !
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        Are we alive ?
        
        Never so soon , my life will go 
Soon will be gold 
And I'm here acting surprised
My heart will gone 
Just with your stunning lies 
Asking for helps 
Since you left me to hide
Am i your doll? 
The one who survives 
Blaming my own for what i haven't get 
Easy is home ,
There up in the skies 
Angels had told me once  to never be so warm 
My sins had all overcame my absence 
Where is my mind while I'm here to wreck down
Under my bed they took all my dreams off
Have i the right to ask if I am the prey ?
Why would a human do that to me in the darkest inside  
Is it so wrong that i still can breath 
Chasing my life make me so blind to ease  
Bring out my fears that became once tears 
Monster should hide where i can be near 
Asking for lies 
Asking for heals 
Am i surprised to let you in here 
We were a flam 
Why would u believe ?
Have we get lost ? 
Have we dried up our trees ?
Who gave us once life
When we were so discreet 
Now I'm up at the skies 
And u still just here 
Have we the right to ask 
If we can be so near ?
Nothing is last just soul and that doll 
Making some noise so we can all hear 
The story of lines 
THe story  of  grief 
The story that chased all of us till we ended so near 
It says along 
It says so clear 
ARE WE ALIVE 
Because it's seems to be clear !
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