QUESTIONS

John Sarah

I have so many questions I wonder if I'll lookup to the sky Will I get the answers I am longing for? How long will I keep on crying and blaming myself? How long will I wait to get you out of my mind? How long will it take to let go, accept what happened and move on with my life? How long will it take me to come to terms with the fact that there was nothing I could have Done to save you, and you'll never be cz I lost you before I met you I wish there was something I could have done For you to grow inside me till your due date And for us to meet once you were born I could have been your mom and best friend But I guess it wasn't time for me to be a mom Cz God loved you more and he called you home The thoughts of you baby Kayden are slowly killing me Your dad doesn't give a shit about me anymore I guess you were the only thing that connected us I feel so lonely even if am surrounded by my friends and family I feel that no understands what am feeling But I promise I'll be strong cz I know you want me to be I loved you and still do love you my baby

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I saw a dream, and there were you, And there was coldness in your eyes. I wonder what a kind of true Made you become as cold as ice. And later I looked back to get a sense This empty glance was hellish call of past. It used to be a high and strong defense Against the world, the pain and me at last. You looked at me, and peering in your soul, I felt so lonely, as something vital died. And that is what I fear most of all - That nothing gentle will remain inside. Inside of you. Inside of me as well. And nothing will be said to farewell.

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