ALONE
I stumble and wonder alone in this crazy wilderness I call my mind The blazing fears, crazy thoughts and illusions Crushing me each and every second of the day. I find my self wondering here and there In search of an oasis in this desert to quench And put to rest my poor mind, but all I walk into is the dark side of the wilderness full of hallucinations Pricked by thorns of hallucinations I walk full of doubt, fears and pain Determined to find my way back to the old me To escape this shadow I now call myself I keep dreaming, no I should call them The pictures in my mind, of bad things happening to me It's like I have been brainwashed or am I loosing it? I can't help myself cz you control my every move and thought
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