Mary
@Marin_98
Trying to find an escape from world's meaningless chaos in my poems😇
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Just for fun
I hear they whisper your name From where did you get that fame? Everyday for you is a game And for this you don't feel shame Your pic is already in a frame Tell me, what's your main aim? Oh, you're sinless, I can't blame Just look at who you became But for me you are the same
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Mistakes
I tried to fly without wings I wished to love without hints I thought I know all the things Didn't except that loving stings I didn't know what love brings And as a result got mood swings I did all the freakin sins And waited for happiness to begin You didn't suit me as a prince And left me in an ocean of tears Against sadness there is no pill Breaking up wasn't my will Your love was only meant to kill And even if I love you still I remember what you made me feel My wound aches, it can't heal Our story wasn't real In which you made me believe How would I know you will leave I hope to finally get relieved
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Sad reality
You know, it is so difficult Being with the person you don't love Such situations in life are typical When the person for you isn't enough Living with the person you don't love Indeed it is a craziness But you can if you got enough nerve And gave up on happiness Laughing with him when he laughs Crying with him when he cries Is great torment and misery How to do that? For me it is still a mystery Don't those who do that wish they were happy? Or did they forget how to love? It's much better to live with a puppy And to love instead of being loved
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Love or liking?
Is it love or is it liking? I wanna say you're my king If only I knew a thing I would cover our love in pink All the night I would sing But what will this love bring? It might hurt me deep inside If my love becomes one-sided From before my fate's decided I'm just scared to be misguided Promise me that love is real It is your heart I will steal Wanna know, I love you still From this pain there is no pill From this break-up I will never heal Do you want me in your life If yes, then I can strive I will try to survive You will see that I'm alive I wish to become your wife I don't want to wait for you They always say trust a few And you know this well too If only this all was true It would be worth going through
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Nothing to be done against my will This heart is mine, no one can steal Feelings are shitty, no one can deal Loving the person but wanting to kill He has got no skill and no dreams to fulfill Must take the pill until I throw him over the hill No use of pretending crazy or ill He is in my hands still and untill His death comes, he can try to chill
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Just for fun
Wanted to stay forever but how? You might say it's alright and wow You're the one saying ciao Don't go away caz I don't allow From far away you will hear a meow Trying to reach me somehow But no wonder, I'm in Moscow You're the one going with the flow Trying to grow and wanting to glow Your fate was decided decades ago So why you created this dumb show? No feelings left for now So leave me and let it go
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Princess LaiLa
Years are passing, time flies Friends who are true always stay She is a pearl in my eyes Doesn't matter if near or away She is amazing, has a pure heart Caring and lovely, she is so smart I'm very lucky to have her in my life Laila's gonna be one lucky guy's wife I wish her Happy Birthday May her dreams come true May there be flowers throughout her way I don't want my baby to ever feel blue Shine bright like diamond in the sky And don't shed a tear from your eye Be forever happy, to spite the guy I'm gonna be there, just by your side And don't lose your pride Stay as cold as ice Caz soon you're gonna be a bride Just throw off the dice Be confident and wise Caz you're the princess of this world Don't worry, you will get all that you deserved!
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Leaving to return
You made a silly choice You erased me from your heart In return I have done same It's gonna be a new start Oh dear, didn't you know That I can live without you? I can and I'm gonna grow You can be sure, this is true Full stop was made by me You didn't even notice I'm gonna set you free Even if I'm broken But remember, revenge is bitter You are gonna taste it, dear Look at yourself in the mirror You have got to feel this fear
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You and I
I want to be with you forever Even if forever is a lie I want to forget the word never I will love you until I die Life treated us harshly But we never said "bye" Instead we made a party We were happy, I can't deny But now as we are apart I'm writing you a letter You are always in my heart It's gonna get better
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Baby I'm yours, maybe If you love, just say me I don't want to be Your second choice And I have my own voice I can hear some noise What the hell is that? Throw off your hat The Queen is coming She is so loving But you are nothing I'm so young You are very strong But don't prove me wrong Let's sing a song To whom do I belong?
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Love is something that makes us happy I have him so I'm lucky He is the one who is funny These days are being sunny I'm his little litte bunny Baby, take me wherever you go Our fate was decided long time ago Promise me you won't ever leave And I trust you, I do believe That many things you will achieve Okay, I know I'm naive Just with you I feel relieved
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I loved
I loved this girl and she was mine, Just for me she used to shine, And for her I threw the wine, It's alright, I'm fine, Even if I'm dying, With me she wasn't used to crying, By my side she was lying, Kissing, hugging all was done, I loved her and needed none, She was like a sun, Not for fun, the only one, With her I wanted to have son, And I don't give a fuck, Caz I believe that it's my luck.
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Letter
I'm sending you goodbye, It's your sin, you have to die, You are guilty, you know why, Today I'm feeling high, If you think that you can fly, Look up the sky and you will cry, You weren't a good guy, Don't act as if you are shy, I will not say you a "hi", What u said was just a lie, So for now bye, And no need to reply.
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...
It's been so long that I haven't seen you, And everything I went through, Made me strong, too, Why are you asking out of blue, That why love isn't true, We both know the answer, You are such a disaster, In telling lies you are a master, But I am also a good actor, Our story got over, And your voice is coming slower, I will make a good show, That you don't even know, Below us there is snow, And I'm sending you my last hello.
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Our story
Do you believe in love at first sight? I don't know, maybe, I might, With you I am not afraid of heights, Somewhere far I see the lights, With you I want to spend my nights, For you I want and I will fight, When I'm with you everything feels right, If you want I can stay quiet, Just to see your eyes glowing bright, You are my sweet delight, I already booked my flight, I want to see you tonight, I know whom I will excite, As you know I am very polite, So many guests I will invite, So that they see that beautiful sight, When you are wearing white, And I am holding in my hands a sprite, Indeed everything is alright.
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At some point
At some point, you have to understand That everything will be as God planned, It is not upto your command, You only have to give Him your hand, For yourself you need to stand, Nothing you should demand, Don't expect, ask or wait, It will be yourself you might hate, Don't be late for the date, And believe in fate, Don't debate and just wait, Everything will be great, Your own future you create, Just believe in what I say, mate.
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For you
We are burning alive I wanted to dive For you I will strive And try to survive I promise I will live No matter where the road leads There might be strong winds But I'll try to find hints And I don't care If I see nightmare There is always light On the other side I don't have to hide Don't worry I will be alright We won't ever fight Our road is made bright And we'll make it We just have to meet In this life and heaven It's love, not obsession So no need of tension
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Love
I crave for your touch I don't want so much Just you by my side A place where we can hide You are on my mind New life will begin I know we will win Loving's not a sin You know that I love you And I trust a few For you I'm going through All hardships and pain I'm not a saint But I wish I was I don't want a loss I want to be loved You are my beloved I promise I won't cheat It's you whom I wanna meet We will be together Let them say whatever Success we will achieve And I do believe That you will never leave
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We
We fall, we rise We hope, we pray Throwing the dice We go astray We love, we break And we are fake Should take a break And stay awake Saying and forgetting Wanting and believing Goals we are setting Achieving them and leaving Where is the road That takes us to success On is sleeping mode There is no progress
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May
Baby, may your dreams come true, All the things that you went through They were difficult, we all knew, Just remember, I love you. Life is hard, it ain't easy, But you're also tough my sweety, Some days come and they are windy I don't want you to be skinny. There were times when you cried, And I know you have tried, You just wanted to be bride, May your road be open wide.
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New life
I'm starting a new chapter, Hopefully it will be good, And I'm not a nice actor, Would have changed past if I could. Who will be with me this time, Who will go, who will stay, It's the mountain I will climb, Some people never betray. I'm happy, he is here, Makes me smile all the day, I just have a little fear, May he stay with me all the way.
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...
Are you going to forgive, Once my ex asked me, I have nothing more to give, Please just set me free. I said no, no more forgiveness, You were the one who hurt me bad, You have to go through this sickness Nothing more to add. He was mad and he felt sad, Didn't find words to say, What to do, even I'm mad, But I have to smile today.
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Darkness
I'm entering the darkness, Where I will be all alone, I know, maybe I'm heartless, You can feel that from my tone. But my dear, I'm hurt, Trying to bury the feelings, No lessons I have learnt, I don't need counselling. Leaving family aside, Not willing to speak, Nobody is by my side, I am so weak.
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Baby bestie
May the rain today, Wash all the pain of yesterday, May God show you right way, And your smile make my day. I know what you're going through, Your love for him was truly true, I warned that you should trust a few From the sufferings you grew. Baby bestie, don't be sad, Everything is not that bad, Give your hand, I understand, All will be as He planned.
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Past
Hello my past, I tried to forget you, But I couldn't manage with feelings, Today again I'm feeling blue, Can we arrange a meeting? You were quite difficult, Giving me hard times, And here is the result, I did many crimes. I thought I can deal with it, I felt I'm strong, Wished that it will quit, Maybe I was the one wrong.
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Conversation
Hi dear, how are you? What are you doing tonight? I'm travelling to Baku, Wish me a safe flight. Wow, that's great, How long are you gonna stay there? Probably until I meet my soulmate, Keep me in your prayer. Yes of course, I'm gonna pray, Don't worry my friend, I'll miss you while you're away, May God give you strength.
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Fake people
Fake people are everywhere, You don't have to search for them, Nothing they have got to share, Zero common sense they have. Caz of them you may feel shitty, They will feed you with their lies, Their actions can be tricky, You have to open up your eyes. They may laugh and make you smile But they have some masks to wear, They are not at all worthwhile, Just include them in your prayer. This is life, nothing to do, It is tough but we can deal, Even if we have no clue, Our happiness no one can steal.
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Life
It is love that makes us smile, Through the thorns we arise, Hope in us still never dies, Up of us there are blue skies, Sometimes there is surprise, We just have to raise eyes, Strongest are the friendship ties, With great speed the time flies, Bitter were our goodbyes, We listened to other's advices, Our hearts were as cold as ice, Towards us they weren't nice, But we knew how to be wise, It is your turn, throw the dice, Wish it will be precise, In the darkest of the nights, We weren't able to turn on lights, Very tough were our minds, But we weren't afraid of heights, We were just little bit blind, That we couldn't see the light, People around were unkind, That we had to step behind, But this is the way life is designed.
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Ibrahim
IbraHim...It is Him who makes me smile, No matter how many miles, It's his number I will dial, Say hello and make him smile, He is honest, he is just, He knows whom to trust, He loves granny, I don't know why, For this thing I will make him die, He is handsome, never lies, Like a mosquito he wants to bite, Together we will ride, Have fun, and be next to each other's side, He is dumb but he is real, He has got no masks to wear, And I like him a lot, Our friendship is thousand watt, This bond is always strong.
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Love
Fuck the love that makes us hurt, Inside it we are burnt, Into slaves we are turned, Many lessons we have learnt. But the love in us still lives, It has got no alternatives, It is mostly negative, Sometimes it's intensive. It was him who made me smile, He used to give me chamomiles, He has got a weird style, And he used to be hostile.
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Go on
How can I go on, When I'm feeling all alone, Having no one by my side, Searching for a place to hide, I'm craving for escape, I don't know what's your shape, It is already too late, And I know I'm afraid But no time to wait.
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Once
Once we were so young, Enjoying our lives, We did wrong, Thinking soon we will be wives. Now we became old, Remembering those days, We are feeling cold, There were many ways. We prayed for better life, We got what we deserved, And we used to strive, We had enough nerve. We used to love no matter what, They did mistakes but still we loved, Our hearts got crushed, Loving was in our blood.
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Don't
Don't mess around with me, I don't accept your apology, You don't know my psychology, I can wipe you away, Don't u dare to go astray, We don't have a single road, I have put you on waiting mode, Anytime I might explode, Stop and think twice, Before I will arise.
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Poems
Baby, you're shining, These days you're writing, Your poems are rhyming, And self esteem rising, It's so exciting, You are so caring, Your poems are not boring, They are heart-touching, Sunshine rays, Are making your day, No need to say, You know your way.
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Positive mind
Whatever is in fate will happen, We don't have to make ourselves saddened, Good things will attract us like a magnet, Bad things will disappear in a blink of an eye, Believe me, I don't lie, Even if you are not feeling high, And he made you cry, I know you can fly, Up in the sky, Just like a happy butterfly.
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Must get better
Crying makes me feel better, I feel like writing a letter, I'm under pressure, Not getting any pleasure, Where are my treasures? I should take right measures, It must get better, This can't continue forever.
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Why
I say I don't care but I do, I claim it's alright when feeling blue, Shouting I know the road and having no clue, I forget the flowers that once made me bloom, Leaving myself crying in gloom, Walking alone in the room, Where are these thoughts coming from? Maybe I need a bottle of rum, But I am not that dumb, It all caz of your absence, I can't keep my balance.
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It's time
I am beauty, you're the beast, I did my duty, now you are seized, I was in pain and you were pleased, Now you are broken and I'm relieved. I don't believe that you will succeed, And I don't care, I don't wanna meet Now it's time for me to beat! Get ready to bleed caz we will compete. You cannot cheat caz I am complete, I won't forgive, you have to bleed, I will succeed, you commited misdeed, You have to sit and think how to proceed.
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Loving
Loving so deeply, Is not that easy, I am not greedy, I just want to be free, Where is the key, To my heart's door? I don't care anymore, Whether you stay or go, Can you make your voice low? I'm not deaf, I can hear, I just don't want to bear.
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Human nature
We live for fun, And later we run, We say that we love, But are left with none, We promise to stay, Wanting to leave, We always betray, And after we grieve, We want to be rich, That we switch into witches, Our hearts have stiches, We behave as bitches, Wishing for the best, Being with the rest, Forgetting the friends, No more messages are sent, We don't want to repent, What will be our end?
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Me
I'm tired of waiting, Fed up of trying, I must be hating, But I'm still crying. Waiting is hard, It's all caz of my heart, We both are apart, But there should be a new start. Why I am this dumb? What did I become? I don't care about them, I just want you to come.
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Come
Come to see me in my dream, You have to give me ice cream, I'm gonna turn on the screen, I just turned sixteen, Sweet sixteen, my list is long, Many wishes to come true, Many years has passed through, My childhood I belong to.
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Wrong people
I'm used to loving wrong people, That's what I do with passion, But later I'm left with depression, I have many questions, Why there is first impression? Why can't we forget easily? Why we love so crazily? And fall in love repeatedly? I forgot how to love myself, I know we should value ourselves, But why does our hearts melt, Once we see them showing us love? Why the road has to be this rough? Nothing makes me feel enough.
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In the middle of life
Left alone in the middle of life, I just don't know how to drive, I know that I should strive, But I am not that brave, I forgot how to dive, And the road is open wide, How can I survive? I feel no longer alive, Tell me, where I should arrive? I was always afraid of heights, There are no burning lights, Where does my luck hide? Maybe on the other side.
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Regret
I know I have done no good, And I shouldn't be in the mood, I would change past if I could, Where is my childhood? Time flies with great speed, Future is not guaranteed, All those were bad deeds, That's why my heart bleeds. I should stop and look behind, Where is my future laying? What is wrong with my mind? Maybe I should just be dying.
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That guy
That guy isn't ready to say bye He would rather die that being tied He promised we will meet in May But couldn't find a way He said that he will make my day But no matter how much I pray He just doesn't want to stay I know we will meet someday It will be Sunday We will have fun all the day He just can't runaway He is a dog astray But.. I wanna lay I wanna play I wanna do it all today.
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The best is yet to come
The best is yet to come, You don't have to run, Happy you will become, Don't beg anyone. Saddest days are left behind, Joy is awaiting you, You just don't be so blind, And stop feeling blue. What is yours, will never leave, It will find its way, Try not feeling grieve, I will make your day.
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Feeling blue
I'm feeling so blue, Wind is blowing too, Oh my dear, any clue, Why I am this dull? I can hear most of gulls, Calling me your name, And I know many dumbs, Who would say it's game. I know both of us are wrong, And we aren't strong, But we have to break the bond, Even if it's long.
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Lolly, Kolly, Molly
Lolly, kolly I miss you I am not gonna piss you I wanna know you also miss me I will risk it and travel to you Remember, I'm there for you All the years we went through All were happy and true Lolly, you are fatty Kolly, you are chubby I love you both, my besties You guys are annoying Never leaving Always amazing Staring at me Octopus like Stuck on me I am so fed up Get off my face Stop this race Own ur business Forget the laziness Try to do some work We don't need jerks We hate homeworks We are dumbs, Lolly jumps Kolly bumps And Molly runs.
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A call to the past
Hello my ex, are you fine, Since what you have done to me? Aren't you ready for dying? You just have to see. I have suffered a lot, Cause of your stupidity, Do you want another shot? That is your reality. Burning bridges is not hard, Forgetting is the hardest part, I just have to take my heart, And make it into art.
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Hurry up to forgive
Hurry up to forgive, Before it gets late, And never forget to give, Without expecting to take. Life may seem tough, And road may be rough, But it will be enough, Don't worry over stuff. Hope and try for the best, And leave the rest, The heart in your chest, Will not be stressed.
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Betrayed
There are no more words to say, No more acts to play, You can go anyway, You don't have to stay, I am already betrayed, And there is no aid, All the pain is man-made, I am just afraid.
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Better days
So often we go astray, When it's too late to turn our way, We pray, we hope for better days, But they don't come always. We know we have done so wrong, But we have to stay strong, And never let the evil thoughts, To make us cry a lot. We just have to forget the bad, And never be sad, Good things will come to us, Once we are glad.
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Only love
I have only love to give, Nothing more to offer, If you want you can leave, I will have to suffer. I know it is very less, I am very poor, And I don't expect a "yes", I am almost sure.
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The Unknown
I don't know where the road will take me, But I have to cross the sea, It might be very difficult, But I have to climb the tree. My situation is critical, I don't know where to go, But I have to be analytical, And try forgetting the snow. My life have always been crazy, I never felt this much sad, But I have to make it easy, Before I go mad.
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Love
In my heart it always rains, Blood is running in my veins, I cannot forget the days, They will always burn flames. There are aches in my body, And my mood is always cloudy, Can't I just scream very loud, To help heal my wound? You are always on my mind, I have never been so blind, Life taught to be kind, But I cannot always shine.
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Dream
Closing my eyes and trying to sleep, I wanna see him in my dream, I gotta dive very deep, It's gonna boost my self-esteem, I am moving downstream, Please don't wake me up, I don't want you to interrupt, Whatever I am gonna see, I think he wants to marry me, How come? This can't be true, There should be some issue, Oh yeah, of course it is a dream, I was about to believe.
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You
Don't ever think of coming back, You won't get extra chances, Our chapter turned black, So no more happy dances. I know it will take sometime, To forget what you have done, And of course it is a crime, Don't dare to run. I loved you so much, No one can ever love you, Remember my touch, I will never call you.
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My ex
I don't fucking care, If you are pretty, Caz it's not fair, If your heart is shitty. You are ugly, Not at all lovely, And I hate you, For being a donkey.
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Leave to win
Loving you was a blessing, But it taught me a lesson, That I shouldn't be stressing, And fall into depression, Good things will come soon, Once I stop waiting, And once I start praying, They're not as far as moon, I just have to accept, Don't think I am upset, Loving you was a blessing, And a disaster in one, So I am done, And if you wanna know, I will leave you tomorrow.
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Revenge
Pain shaped me into a warrior, That I never dreamed of earlier. It made me face my fears, Which I thought I cannot bear. I'm strongly standing on my feet, Wanna see? Come and meet. Promise me you won't cheat, You are just a piece of shit. The karma will hit you hard, Regardless of where you are, Get ready for this war, I'm coming forward!
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Broken
Why did you promise me your love, When all you gave me was pain? Why did you say I am enough, While leaving me again? I won't forgive your sins, What does "sorry" mean? Can you just leave? I no longer believe. My life is scattered, And all that mattered, Now doesn't make sense, Our love was intense.
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Friendship
Guys come and go, But besties stay, Like sun on rainy day, They heat us by rays. We fight and argue, Get angry, cause issue, But love between us, Is always true.
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Feelings
Lying on my bed, crying I feel like dying This all had led me To disaster and mania I don't need to be rescued I just need to be understood You're leaving me half way Not holding on Nor letting go You promised we'll meet in May Now you are gone And I'm slowly dying Not to be annoying I won't bother you anymore I'm being ignored And our love is torn Before it was even born.
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My bestie Khadija
She is so different So unique Not at all weak She is so beautiful And I'm very grateful To have her Her smile is the paradise Which surprises Her words are so calming Wnenever I'm falling She helps me to rise She gives me advices Which help me a lot Thousand watt Strong friendship That never ends Nor it bends She is amazing Wears glasses Not in classes Just to look cool We will meet in Istanbul.
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When you told me you loved me
When you told me you loved me, Did you think it was right, To make me believe, That our love is bright? Baby, I thought you will be the one, Leaving thousand kisses on my body, Why it had to be somebody, other than you? I'm ready to accept all your flaws, I will break for you my laws, Just let me know you will stay, Promise me this won't be the end. Got inspiration from "When you told me you loved me" song by Jessica Simpson.
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My girl
Maybe one day you'll understand why, The reason behind that "bye". Be grateful for what you have now, Good things will come to you somehow. Believe me, it is worth, Living on this earth, I know that you bleed, But you have to succeed, Don't give up, my girl, You are a white pearl.
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Hope: Hold.On.Pain.Ends
Hard times will pass, & despite the loss, A beautiful rose, Will grow across, All ashes and thorns. I beg you, don't die, My sweet apple pie, You don't have to cry, The tears will dry. Soon a magical love, Full of care and trust, Will enter ur heart, & will never rust. Hold on. Hard times will pass. ~I dedicate this poem to my Best Friend💘
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LOST IN YOU
Weren't you the one, Who promised me your love? Wasn't it your plan, To make my world enough? You know, I'm done, This life is too tough, The pieces of my heart, Are thrown all apart. Return my broken heart, No way of coming back, It's time to wake up, Inevitable is break up.
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TIT FOR TAT
My revenge is on it's way, It plans to hit you hard. Weren't waiting for this play? Get your broken heart. I was praying so long, For today to come, Just to show who's strong, Who is smart and dumb. Found answers for myself, Let me clear it up, Keep remaining on the shelf, Queen must burn you up.
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LKM Gang
Lolly and kolly Are stupid and smart Dumbish and funny They color my heart Sometimes lovely, Sometimes bad We are together, Never apart Only in distance, But never in heart Octopus like, Stuck to my face Driving me crazy, Eating my head Running around, Wanting to play We go insane, Spending the days.
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The little girl
The little girl in me, Who likes to agree, She doesn't know no, She can't ignore the law.
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FAKE ILLUSIONS
They never ask you if you're happy, They never tell you to be good, The only thing that all the time, They chase is status, money, job. They don't need values, love or senses, They only run around things, The meaning of this life unknown, Material things all the way. Why can't we just be kind humans, And help each other when in need? But time goes, people age, It gets too late to change ways. The only feeling left's regret. And now after all mistakes, Please tell me if you do regret, The treasures of this world you had, You wish you didn't have them all. When health is ruined, Left with none, Please tell me, are you happy now? For sure you are not at all.
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Existence
Once upon a time There lived a girl Who probably survived But never ever told Maybe she decided To keep it all in her But cruelness of people Made her lose control Unbearable pain And broken heart returned From people who seemed angels They changed her a lot She went through many hardships She couldn't overcome But "angels" were beside And made her pain strong Her enemy was weakness That made her chase the dreams She didn't realise They put her in ruins She lost herself in puzzle And couldn't go back She didn't see the light Her heart was full in black The blindness of sight And hardness of her heart Granted her with life She didn't understand.
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My lovely bestie
Kolly is clever Kolly is smart Nobody told her she is a nerd Likes to study, non stop effort But she is my bestie Can't say a word.
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