Letters of Healing
Dear loved ones
As you read this
Understand that
I'm not in a good place
Doubt is a dangerous thing
That makes you question
Who you are
The people in your life
Are they for you
Or against you
Do they love you
Or hate you
Aim to despitefully use you
Or be there for you
Doubt
That leads to fear and pain
Dear friends
Please understand that
I'm in pain
Just shy of unbearable
I'm struggling to recover
They say admitting it
Is the first step
Admitting that....
I lost
I fell
I was defeated
So many times
Round after round
I lost everything.....
I lost......
Everyone
Dear family
It's imperative
You understand
There isn't a synonym
Simile
Metaphor
Word
Sentence
Paragraph
That can describe
The pain that tormented
Mentally
Physically
Spiritually
The horrible thoughts
That entertained my subconscious
And said
This isn't up for discussion
The dreams
That had intercourse
With my greatest fears
That fed my actions
Produced pain as an offspring
Dear Lord
Understand
There isn't a word
That can describe
That can fix
My broken spirit
That'll heal
My broken heart
Comprehend
It's a long
Hard
Road
To travel
But slowly, but surely
I'm healing
And coming back to myself
Stronger
Wiser
Better
Dear future me
Understand
I am no longer
Broken
Letters of healing
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