Jennifer
@Amber_lilly
Just a girl who loves to share her thoughts to the world through Quotes and Poems
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Memories of you
Everyday I lay on my bed, thinking about you. Everyday memories of you flow through my head like a movie that will never finish. These memories of you is what keeps me going. Your life may not be here no more, but your spirit will always be by my side. Memories of you, bring a smile to my face. Knowing I have not forgotten about you. Memories which are stuck in my head. I may not be able to remember your face, your voice, or your smile within these memories, but I can feel the memories replaying in my head. Memories of you. Memories I will never forget. These memories will live on within me, until I see you again. Grandma.
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Three years
The past three years my life has never been the same. I changed a lot during the three years. A lot has happen to me. Three years of anger built up inside me. Three years of tears. Three years of pain. I sometimes wonder if the years will continue, just like the three years. I wonder if the anger and the pain will ever stop. I wonder a lot about what's going to happen. Will my life continue like the three years or will my life actually change?
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Withered flower
A flower that once was alive, is now withering away from this cold world. The world that was once the flowers home, but even it has betrayed the flower. The flower withering away, just like it's home. Soon there will be nothing of the flower. The flower was once beautiful, but now ugly. Now part of it has fallen to the ground, as if it cry. The flower slowly disappearing from the world it called home.The withered flower now becomes part of the invisible world. The withered flower that was once a beautiful flower, is now gone from this world. Just like all the other flowers, that betrayed it.
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Light and Darkness
Light brings happiness into this world. It is the good in life. Darkness brings anger into this world. It is the bad in life. Light and darkness brings life into this world. One cannot survive without the other. But life is changing. Life no longer holds a bit of light into the darkness. Darkness will destroy this world and light will forever fade away. Happiness, hope, and peace will no longer exist. Everyone will forget all the good in this world. Everything will be destroyed
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brother
What happen to you? You were so close, but now you have faded away. Brother. Brother, we were so close you were even close to father, but even you two have faded away from each other. Why fade away from the people you call family? Are we even family anymore? Times been hard without you. Brother, questions run through my mind, but I can't ask a single one. Knowing you won't answer. All I want is you back into your families lives before its too late. How can I see you before its too late for me to forgive you?
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Heartache
Every night always end the same. Me laying in bed wide awake at 12am. Not being able to sleep. Started when I realise how much I really love you and how you were are a big part of my life. This heartache has been hurting everytime I see you with her. I can't help but shed a tear. You look so happy with her. Makes me question about us. Makes me wonder, were you happy when we were together? As I lay in my bed every night, memories of us flood through my mind. That makes my heart ache more. I haven't been able to sleep all that great, ever since I told you what I had realise. I know we had a plan, but I can help but feel as though I'm losing you. This heartache is what is keeping me up late at night and only way I can be able to sleep. Is if I cry. Which I do. Crying myself to sleep is only feeding this heartache, but I can't help myself. I want you to be happy, and seeing  you with her. Makes me happy, but at same time makes me sad. I know I was the one who broke us apart. That was my biggest regret, because now I'm dealing with this Heartache
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The demon within me
Stay away from me, I don't want to hurt you. The demon within me is too strong for me to handle.    Get too close, I'll go insane. For I try to keep it within me to make sure that no one gets hurt because of me.    The demon within is too strong for me to handle. Soon it'll break loose from the chains that keep it bound within me. The demon within me is growing strong day by day. Eating away my humanity within me.    No one can help me overcome this demon within me. I live in pain, in torture, in anger because of the demon within.
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pain
Help me. Please someone help me from this pain. I feel like I'm drowning and can't escape. The pain. Its burning me from the inside. Someone help me. Help me get rid of this pain or show me how. Its growing strong. Don't know how long I can last. Might as well let it take me. Help me. This pain. It too much. Can't breath. Someone help me please.
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My life, My pain, My anger
My life is so messed up and I want to fix it, but I don't know how. My pain is my strength, but I wish it wasn't. My anger gets the best of me and I hurt the one's I love.
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Tired of being strong
I'm tired of being strong...It's hard to keep going when I know I'm about to break .....will I ever take a break from all this.....will I? I need someone here to help me... To tell me that.... That I can finally take a break. To let all the tears and anger I been holding in finally out. Will I ever take a break from all this? Will I? Please someone tell me I can. Someone tell me.....tell me I can finally let all the tears and anger out please..... Someone tell me that everything is OK. I'm done with all this.......I'm done with this pain.......I'm tired of being strong....I'm tired of holding all tears and anger in.....I'm tired of this pain I have to deal with. No one knows...no one will ever know the pain, the tears, the anger I have. Some will say they have..... But that's through their life not mine.....
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Mysterious Man
Who are you? You are not like no other man, the ones who use a woman for sexual pleasure and entertainment when bored? You can't fool me. My heart can see through all the lies. My heart can no longer give trust. For many men have come and take pieces of it. My heart can only give so much until it dies off with my soul. Mysteries Man you have my interest in you, but I cannot give my heart to you. Show me that you are not like those other men. Those who cheat, lie, break a women's heart, and break the trust between the two. Show me you are worthy enough for me to give you my heart, my trust in you, maybe my soul. My soul is rare. You can break my heart and I'll live. You can break my trust and I'll live. But break my soul and I be dead.
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