excerpt from the story I'll never write
Особисте, Різне, Думки вголос
- I don't want you to leave. - Lars exhaled quietly to himself and grimaced in pain, fear, anxiety, biting his lip and exhaling sharply again. Damn it. Why doesn't Nathaniel see this? Why can't understand it by himself? Why does he have to say these damned embarrassing words, in fear that it was too late and he didn't need to Nathaniel anymore?
Why?..
Love is too complicated.
But for her it's worth fighting.