Sivani Yasashree

2018-09-23 05:20:29

Vague

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You have moved on in life. Maybe you fucked up somewhere along the line. Maybe you're still stuck there, maybe you've changed. Maybe you've grown up. I don't know where you stand, but I know that we look at the same sky every night. Maybe don't count them together, but we do notice them. Individually. I have no doubt that drifting apart was a good choice. Maybe we would have been trapped if not for that one decision you took. But maybe I'm just being vague. This is not a love letter. This is not even a letter, period. I'm acknowledging your actions in a random page I opened to acknowledge my feelings. I just, sometimes, I hate it when I'm saying something, screaming something, deep in my head, trying to say it out loud, to force the words out of my lips, but they never make it out. Stupid nerves, stupid body. I wish you could have tried to ask, once, if I wanted to say something. I'm pretty sure you saw it in my eyes. Maybe I wouldn't have said it then, but someday, somewhere, in a different time and place, maybe they would have made it past my lips. We could've hoped. But I'm just a stupid girl talking in riddles. -s.y