WELL SENSE MY RAPE AND ABUSE OF MY FAMILY AND PEOPLE OUT SIDE ON THE STREETS AND BEING HOMELESS MY LIFE HAS BEEN SUCH A BLESSING SENSE I MET MY HUSBAND ITS LIKE I MET ANGEL CAUSE REAL TALK I HAVENT BEEN IN A REAL REATIONSHIP SO I BEEN MORE WITH GUYS FOR MONEY AND FANCY SHIT IF YALL GET ME I ALLWAYS MADE MY OWN MONEY SO I WAS GOOD I AM A HUSTLER AND CEO OF HER OWN BUSINESS AND SELF MADE SO BESIDES WHAT I BEEN THROUGH I NERVER LET THAT DEFINE OF WHO I AM AND I LEARNED TO STAY TO MY SELF AND RIDE MY OWN WAVE BECAUSE I BEEN HURT AND I AM TALKING ABOUT YOUR OWN FAMILY CALLING DCF ON YOU FOR NO REASON AND HAVE YOUR FAMILY PUT YOU ON THE COLD ASS GROUND WHEN YOU ARE HAVEIN A BABY YEAH I KNOW YALL LIKE OH WHAT EVER BUT THIS SHIT IS REAL TALK BUT SENSE ALL THAT BULLSHIT MY LIFE HAS LEVELED UP A LOT I GOT MY OWN PLACE BY THE GRACE OF GOD FIGHTING TO GET MY SON BACK HOME AND JUST LIVE LIFE LIFE AND DO ME CAUSE MOTHERFUCKERS AINT REAL NO MORE IT SEEMS LIKE YOU CANT TRUST NO ONE I EVEN TRYED TO HELP THIS GIRL ON THE STREETS IT WAS RAINING OUT SO I PUT UP IN THE HOTEL AND THIS WAS MY FAULT I FUCKED UP I ADMIT THAT SHIT AND SHE ROBBED ME BUT IT WAS ALL GOOD CAUSE I GOT ALL THAT BACK AND I LET HER KNOW KARMA IS A BITCH AND GOD WILL DEAL WITH HER BUT ANYWAYS I BEEN THROUGH A LOT OF BULLSHIT AND SOMETIMES I LOOK ON MY OLD LIFE AND I BE THINKING WHY WAS I ALLOWING TO LET THAT SHIT HAPPEN AND WHY WAS I HANGING A ROUND PEOPLE I WOULD NERVER BE A ROUND BUT HEY EVERYONE GO THROUGH SHIT IN LIFE WE FAIL WE MAKE MISTAKES AND WE LEARN FROM IT AND I HAVE AND ITS BEEN A JOURNEY OF FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE AND WITH OUT GOD I WOULD OF NERVER MADE IT PERIOD CAUSE I WASNT SUPPOSE TO BE HERE SO THATS WHY I SHARE MY LIFE STORY TO YALL TO HELP OR INSPIRE SOMEONE WHO IS GOING THROUGH SOME BULLSHIT LIKE THIS AND I WANT TO SAY STAY STRONG FIGHT AND ALLWAYS DO WHATS BEST FOR YOU AND NEVER FOLD CAUSE IN THIS WORLD YOU WILL TESTED BY MANY PEOPLE WORK HARD STAY TRUE TO YOUR SELF CAUSE THE STREETS HAVE NO LIFE FOR ONE JUST KNOW I HAD MY DARK DAYS WHERE THE DEVIL PLAYED WITH ME AND I FALL VICTIM AND I AM BLESSED TO BE A LIVE TODAY TO SHARE MY STORY LIFE WAS HARD FOR ME FAMILY USEING MY SOCIAL SECURITT NUMBER AND ETC BUT I DONT SPEAK TO THEM NO MORE AND I AM NOW ENJOYING MY NEW LIFE WITH MY HUBBY WHO I LOVE WITH EVERYTHING IN ME NEXT CHAPTER