There comes from yonder height a strange sound. Where forest leaves are bright and fall like flakes of light to the ground, highlighting with its rays the heavenly and earthly surface.

If we can honestly, curiously, courageously look within ourselves, we will find a light specking on the leaves burning independently of all of our scheming. If we can become more intimate with this light, more open to it, it will begin to be our guide. Where once we looked outside light for the soul leaves, we will now look to that light.

And the more we can be open to this light, it will grow. At first it will seem to fade and disappear. It will be elusive. But slowly over time it will be second nature. The more we can be transparent to this energy, the less we will need to manipulate our lives. Either we will feel connected with this light, or we will feel off, and that will be our guide. And even at our lowest point there is a flake of light there for us to show us the way. But if we can truly die into this light, it will guide us through the mesh of reality. We will see that when we lost our connection to it, we are in the darkness of our small self.

When to you appear in dark: any situation you make all parhaps so that the light never went inside out you.

I suddenly appear in the darkness, i am feeling myself closed in the four walls. It is worse than stay in a dream. The dream can interrupt, either you can interrupt him so that it switched on an another plot. This darkness nothing and no one even on your own will not interrupt. But I see: the dark hallway that it runs forward anywhere into eternity. In the situation, in which I forces appear to me think about it. It plays the game with me.

Its rules are simple: you can go backward, but you to forward isn't likely you will go. You can go forward and absorbed the eternal darkness and aslo can go back, you just choose to be faithful in direction.

whence the cold wind blows in full flight. Of course I frozen. it gradually moved from me the place. Though I resisted, but I appeared for a few steps ahead. and silently i was think: i want to live in the eternal darkness. Just a little I want to see the light. And this is how make a light inside of you and brighten up everywhere outside - it was not known at the moment. Concerns have emerged, unless the cold wind blows again, i will stay in the eternal darkness. I know that I return back. I'll be stuck there and i never get out thence. I came up with mind playing a game with her. And having gained the courage i decide to continue to go through the dark labyrinth. That is to look into it and explore every corner of him so that uncover a secret "black heart", if i want to run away with this black earth. I have to reveal the dark paths that lead to unknown and hidden place from which i can get out of the black labyrinth.

After hearing the easy breath of the wind. I understood that in the darkness at least someone else is attending. I saw ahead of yourself inscription with steam: what will you see now, you have not seen before? How you look at these walls that hold you surrounded and when was you lost behind the walls or without their?

I saw in the darkness that the steps intertwine with past paths and at this moment i was heard by someone's whisper: go anyway.

I still carry something powerful in yourself. Burden walking pass that need to heal - going fruther i often met the shadow of the cold wind over a long period. That's why i go so that cure your attendance in the past ways, so that destroy the wall on which I constantly look. And when there will come a moment and the walls will collapse and I won't get lost behind the walls or without it. But every road is repeated to illuminate prayers for the bad deeds in revelation with yourself. As I understand that something is happening again and pulling previous moments so it is a sign that memories of the bygone cames bake the same way to only in the future, hence i am going back in the past and start all over again and someone doesn't allow in the future. And this means that i must return independently in past memories and make a fresh start the healing wounds in any direction. because my way reflects the intentions and needs only in the past. How to make it so that open access in the future and only leave the shadow of the past. Just let a well-lighted path lead you, so that those who enters met with others facing exits. Just for a long time i went and didn't see the light and now I want to glow with happiness.

Suddenly the warm wind blows, pushing me to go further, and not to lose faith yourself. It played with me, then blew, then disappeared, then it was walking forward to be stayed, turned and it was the white foggy drawing image of your inbreathing. Now I felt omething warm inside of you and even when wind was moving away, to giving the opportunity to get drunk independently yourself with bright forces and that means I believe in yourself to seeing the small point of light, who began to increase and change into an image. Initially, shook out toes, leading and urging to go further, and not to stop. So, you ask, where did you see just such light? In the blind place. Where is rarely appear, but if to learn to see the small point of light inside of your dark soul and go forward without looking back immediately, i understand on the right way. It's a bright light slowly warmed my black soul. I understood that important change occurs within myself it was time in born to new light allowing him live on my own; i know exactly that it will never fade and will warm and illuminate all around and even it will shine brighter than before when i got into the darkness. I not only can overlook memories of the past in all corners labyrinth in which glowing light of me. I can pass all dark trails witout fear even if i am to be in the darkness that unexplored and explored by me. You are thinking that I leave the darker game in which I played. Of course not. I continue to play only the dark game has changed for the bright, using appropriate light and illuminating by him in the blake labyrinth of the darkest roads. Having started to explore ways. Each turn left or right or straight to be for me: steps challenge. My mission to heal the past paths and until will cure all to the remains - won't go further. In this game if I violate the rules: I will lower hands. Rise to will become even harder and igniting a light in yourself, it will also not to be easy and therefore will be lost exit. Thus will search light and will ignite it for a long time. There are risks that the wind changes direction again. Wind has gradually drawn legs with their own steam breath. And again urging go further and don't be afraid of anything. I continue to treat all painfully illuminating dark spots once return or to the right or to the left as soon as I'll go straight to, or diagonally, you know, I wanted to take the risk after all go a little back, and once I dared to, I saw that the dark spots were bad illuminated. I had to move back to exit and to start anew, flipping through pages of pain. Leaving painfully, was becoming breath easier and the wind with their own steam breath to gradually drew full image that glowing brightly. A vapor image showed the direction and i followed him - illuminating to me the road. It became audible to me that here is more of something is pronounced. it didn't seem to me that walking forward i saw that i am already following a shining body with wings it glowed like an angle glowing at night who talk to me. He led me out of the dark labyrinth. Way traveled is cured by light and reminders of the past left memory easier. Now I know exactly that in the darkness light can and it should exist. there are an opportunities to return to the black labyrinth of painfully healing.

The light streamed through leave that look from out own sunny nook at the sky. It clears the dark side of this lighting leaf. The wind suddenly appeared to be helping move leave. Thou touchest with thy wing.