Something is wrong. I don’t like this place. They all smile, are outgoing and considerate. They want to manipulate us, I feel it. We experienced so much before we came here. Aaron looks like a good guy, but I don’t trust him at all. They have already divided us by giving us two houses. But my instinct tells me it’s a trap. They took all our weapons, but I still have my crossbow and they won’t get it. They offer each of us a task. They want us to integrate, make us an active part of this hypocritical city. Rick seems to close his eyes to the real world and the real dangers out there. I have to take care of him, I hope he doesn’t do shit. Now he is the policeman of the neighborhood. With Michonne. If this place is so perfect, you really don’t need a police force… There are no armed people, no controls, no violent gangs. That’s the problem, everything is too perfect. And who shows so much kindness always hides something. I learned not to be fooled, unlike the rest of our group. Maggie, Carl, Glenn… They believe in starting a new life. I’m sorry, but this dream will not last long. I’m sure.

Besides, Aaron told me this weird news last night. I should become a recruiter. Clever… They realized that I suspected something and thought they would send me out to get away. We are the marginalized and the marginalized are sent to the slaughterhouse. I will play their game. Soon I’ll meet in the dilapidated house with Rick and Carol, who managed to steal weapons from that damn warehouse. I still don’t know if I should take one of these weapons or accept to remain unarmed just to make Deanna believe that I’m incorporating myself into concentrating on someone else. So I would have more freedom of movement. I wonder what they want to do with this almost locked armory, with weapons of all kinds. They could easily supply an army. The more details I discover, the more I realize that we are not really safe. Maybe not all here in Alexandria, but someone is definitely planning something. And when the time comes, what I fear, I, Daryl Dixon, will be ready to fight.