Chapter One

"Jade"

I can't stand the sight of Kenny anymore, I don't even want him, to be honest, I want to be with Daniel, I've been cheating on Kenny since I've been with him , he tells me he loves me and wants to have my child, what he doesn't know that one of the "triplets", is his.

I'm here lying in bed with Daniel now, he told me last night I have to choose between him and Kenny, I told him I choose him, his the one I want to be with and have a lot of kids with his the love of my life.

I've already had four kids by him Andreas, Andrea, Nicholas, and Britney. Soon as tomorrow comes I'm telling Kenny I'm leaving him for my baby daddy Daniel. I don't give a damn about his feelings (laughs).

I walk in the house to see Kenny lying on the couch; I look over at him with disgust and told him we have to talk like right now.

Alright, what's on your mind Jade? , *sighing* I say, listen, Ken, I can't do this anymore you know us, what do you mean you can't do this anymore, Kenny replied. What I mean is ''I don't want you anymore alright; I want to be with Daniel".

Daniel, he said. Yes Daniel, Kenny why can't you understand I don't love you anymore when I get back I want you and your kids out of my house ASAP.

*walks out the door*

"Kenny"

If Jade thinks I'm stupid and that I don't know that little Kayon is mined she got to be out her fucking mind I can tell he's my kid "all my kids looks just like me" and she wants me to leave alright I'll leave and I'm taking all the shit that I brought her and the shit I brought for the house.

She's going to confess to me that she been fucking that nigga from the jump, it's all good he can have her dirty ass. So I call up my brother Zay and tell him I need his help and I'm tryna move the fuck outta Norfolk, Virginia.

He asks me where I'm tryna move to I told him Richmond, Virginia. And I told him since he owns a lot of houses could he let me move into one of his cribs down there, he told me that it was cool. So after me and my brother Zay packed all me and the kids shit we left and headed to Richmond.

I'm guessing Y'all wondering who I am, well my name is Keith Lamar Matthias but I go by Ken or Kenny I'm a Professor I teach Psychology at the college here in Richmond.

I use to teach at the college in Norfolk until I moved away. I got three sons Carmen, Matthew and Kayon they mean everything to me.

Carmen is three; Matthew is five and little Kayon is one. My first day on the job the students in my class were like, "who the fuck are you?", "I hope you won't be boring like the last Professor he wasn't teaching us shit.", "damn he is FINE", I acted like I didn't hear that last one and answer the other two questions.

I'm Professor Matthias, and best believe you will learn something as long as I'm teaching the class and tell you any and everything you need to know. So tell me what happens to your last professor? , we ran him outta here he wasn't teaching us anything man, said the kid with the Mohawk.

Three weeks I've been teaching at the college that's when I met Professor Moore. When Leah told me she's finally learning something in class I smile, told her that's good to know.

When she introduced me to her Aunt Kayla we both spoke and after that, we start speaking every time we see one another, if you didn't know Miss Moore teaches Journalism, she has a son name Khalil, who is four and daughter name Kayliee who is two.

We started dating a couple months later, life was good but the way she was treating her daughter was sick I mean her son was acting like the father of the two-year-old. I couldn't help the little one, I know you probably wondering why I couldn't.

I couldn't because she would get angry as fuck so I let her do what she wanted when it comes to her kids. I ask little Khalil why his moms do that to her daughter, he told me she didn't want a child with Carlito, and that it was a mistake, so now he has to be a father to his little sister and that he's all that she has. I'm looking like a four-year-old taken care of a two-year-old what the fuck.

Twelve Years later.

"Kayliee"

My life can't get any better than what it is, I'm telling you the truth my mom hates me she treats me like crap I don't own any clothes to my name, not even a room.

I wear my brother Khalil clothes, people at school laughs at me because I wear boy clothes I don't cry, I toughed it out because I want to become something in life, and not worry about what they say about me it's not my fault I have a mom like her, she doesn't feed me.

Growing up in that house sucks so badly and when my brother leaves I break down and cry because I don't want him to leave but I know that he has to have a life of his own.

He does take me wherever he goes sometimes, I met my mom's boyfriend kids their pretty cool I like Kayon he's my only friend besides my brother Khalil. I and Matthew have been fooling around since I was like eleven, I lost my virginity to him he tells me he loves me all the time.

But how can he say he loves me when he goes out and cheats on me every day. I don't know why I stay I guess I love him and he the only boyfriend I ever had besides Alex he moved away when I was nine years old. I miss him a lot.

But one thing Matt doesn't know that ever since I found out that he had sex with my cousin Carly, I've been fucking around with his brother Kay on the low.

Kayon wants to be with me but I told him I just can't leave his brother like that, one thing I do know is I do want to be with Kay. I was going to tell him after school that Friday, but something bad happens.

My mom told me she can't stand the sight of me anymore and that I need to get out her house now and that she never wanted me in the first place only reason she kept me this long was because my grandma told her, if she can lay up with my father Carlito Hall then she can take the responsibility and take care of me.

I asked her why doesn't she call my father and tell him to come to get me and that I always wanted to know who my father was. She looks at me and told me "YOUR DAMN DADDY DON'T WANT YOU NEITHER DO I" and slams the door in my face.

So, now I'm out here in the streets nowhere to go always hungry smelly *ugh* but some days I sneak in the bathroom and wash up at the store that's the only thing I can do. I'm eight months pregnant with Matt's child I haven't told anyone because I was too scared because they might want me to give him up or make me get an abortion. I've been to the doctor's couple times my aunt took me there when I use to stay at my mom's. I know they're wondering where I am I hope so too, I really do. I go into the store and steal anything just to feed my baby. I have to because he's the only thing that means everything to me besides Khalil and Kayon; I miss them a whole lot too. Maybe if I fall asleep a little while I'll feel better.