Mysterious love
Mysterious love
Lifting her left foot unconsciously she started running away. She passed through cafeteria breathlessly and once again stopped to see him.He looked cool and indifferent from all what had happened earlier.Only she could hear was his last words yelling like a wrecking ball.                                            
"YOU dont appeal me any more but You can not leave me because you love me".
She was hurt to know that Collins was not interested in her.she knew she was a coward to leave .How could one leave the thing one loved the most?           
The last innocent tear fell down from her eyes face and she smiled. She smiled because she knew that she has smacked on the face of Collin.She said to herself while bidding him good bye from her eye lashes.                              
Once things are lost ,they never come back.Shit for you for you had lost a pearl.You would be ruined as you had ruined me
Now with her steady speed and jolly face ,She was heading towards library.Once she entered, she got a silence attack.Library was serene and silent ,filling her with some emptiness. Last time when she paid visit to library she was told by the Spic that affair with Collins is wrong.Spic advised her to stay away from Collins because he was a heart broker but she never LISTENED.                                                                                                                                              
But now she could not find anyone in her life to guide her.Everyone had left her alone at the moment when she needed them.Library was empty.No human was there to console her.Her inner emptiness grew wide.She took long breath and sighed. She aimlessly moved to last chair and sat.She knew what would have been in the newspaper-obviously not her own break up story.So she picked the newspaper and held it just before her eyes for reading but she could not.She was not there,she was somewhere else with SUPERNATURAL.Talking to her inner world where someone was responding to her querries.
She asked, "Why I have broken up with COLLINS?"
Someone replied, "Because he was not worthy for you".
She asked, "Would there be someone else for me?"
Someone replied, "Yes."
She curiously said, "WHO?"
Someone replied,'ME'.   
She was astonished. Her inner eyes closed and she recollected where she was.Her inner emptiness was filled. She got an unconscious smile on her face and she muttered,                                                                                                                                     
"Someone loves me.It is better to be loved than to love".
Someone snatched the newspaper from her hands and that was no other than Spic.She looked at him for few moments and then let him sit next to her.
"So dearest you left him" ,asked Spic.
"Whom?" ,asked Tarah with weird expressions on her face.
"Collins,of course",replied Spic.
"I NEVER LEFT HIM.HE LEFT ME",getting her senses she replied after a small pause," THOSE WHO LOVES NEVER LEAVES".
"Like me", Spic said and just made himself ready for the outcome. "What?Spic,I was right.You have fallen for some one?",She asked.
"Tarah! I have never fallen for someone but I want to rise by holding her hands.You know, people fall in love but I want to rise in love",Spic replied with great insight.
"Oh  Spic! Tell me who that beauty is?", She asked.
He bowed his eyelids and then opened his eyes and said,
"I think you got me".
"No, I do not want to get what you want to give because I have got it already", said Tarah. 
"What do you want to say?" ,inquired Spic.
"You cannt understand.There is someone inside me who can complete me.He is there with me when no body is.He opened a new world for me after Collins.He told me that he loved me more than any human.He is whom I could trust and depend.Sorry,I am hurting you but its the fact.I dont need anyone.I need myself,my inner world where no one decieves;where no one breaks up.May be HE LOVES ME MORE THAN YOU.I am sorry once again Spic.I can not give you what I do not have".
"Have you got insane?Speak with your senses",said Spic.
"I have not lost,Spic,this is what you wont understand.Leave me here if you like" ,requested Tarah.
"See you tomorrow.Take care of yourself".Spic left.
Tarah resumed faking about reading the newspaper and dwelling in same world.That was a time for her to celebrate her new supernatural world,her supernatural love.
"Have I done right?",asked she.
"Do you believe me?",asked someone inside.
"Yes",after thinking for a while Tarah replied.
"Then you are in love with me" ,said someone.
"Hey!Who are you?Where are you?How you look?" ,she asked.
"YOU WILL FIND ME SOON AND GET EVERY INFORMATION YOU WANT TO GET", someone replied.
"What a MYSTERY?" ,she replied.                                                              "You are a on your way to find me",someone replied.
She blushed and swayed her head to hide her shyness.
Yes, after a lot of burden she was happy and free again.She did not care what others think about her but matters for her was someone who was residing in her soul...
© Quanee Khan Quanee,
книга «Mysterious Love».
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